Lone soul

Living a life of an ordinary girl is difficult. Somehow nobody manages to realize it. If you have straight A’s, they automatically transfer you under the “you-must-do/be-the-best” category. If you fail or struggle sometimes, you owe them a proper explanation, endless sorries and immediate rectifications. If you feel unwell, no one ever attempts to see through. It all is inherent to them. Does it have to be this way all the time? Should I try to change it? Should I go deeper inside of me and try to identify who I really am and what I want for myself? Should I start to build my own true personality?