With trembling hands the girl broke the seal, drew forth the missive, and slowly unfolded it. It was long and closely written:
"Dear little Jessie," it began, "I know that the contents of this letter will surprise you, but the thoughts born of longings impossible to suppress, even though I would, fill my brain to overflowing and must find utterance in these pages.
"There are many men who can express their heart-thoughts in burning words, but this boon is not given to me. I can only tell you my hopes and fears and longings in the old, conventional words; but the earnest wish is mine that they may find an echo in your heart, little girl.
"With your woman's quick wit you must have read my secret – which every one else seems to have discerned – and that is, I love you, dear – love you with all the strength of my heart.
"I wonder, Jessie, if you could ever care enough for me to marry me.
"There, the words are written at last. I intended them to seem so impressive, but they read far too coldly on the white paper, to express the world of tenderness in my soul which would make them eloquent if I could but hold your hands clasped tightly in my own at this moment and whisper them to you.
"If you can but care for me, dear Jessie, I will be the happiest man the whole world holds. Your 'yes' or 'no' will mean life or death for me.
"I can not think, after all that I have gone through, that Heaven would be so cruel as to have me hope for your love in vain. When I come to you, Jessie, I shall ask you for my answer. I am an impatient lover; I count the long days and hours that must wing their slow flight by until we meet again.
"I will not take you to the home of my mother, Jessie, dear, for I quite believe you would be happier with me elsewhere. There is a beautiful little cottage in the suburbs of the city, a charming, home-like place. By the time that this letter reaches you I will have purchased it, so confident am I that I can win you, little Jessie.
"I shall set workmen upon it at once, to make a veritable fairy's bower of it ere you behold it, and it will be ready for us by early spring.
"We will spend the intervening time – which will be our honey-moon – either in Florida or abroad, as best pleases you. Your will shall be my law. I will make you so happy, Jessie, that you will never regret the hour in which you gave your heart to me.
"It will take but a day for this letter to reach you, and another must elapse ere I can hear from you. They will be two days hard for me to endure, Jessie. When a man is in love – deeply, desperately in love – it is madness for him to attempt to do any kind of business, as his mind is not on it, he can think of but one object – the girl whom he idolizes. His one hope is to be near her, his one prayer is that her love is his, in return for the mighty affection that sways his whole being, and leads him into the ideal – the soul-world, which throws the halo of memory and anticipation around the image of her whom he loves.
"Yours lovingly,"Hubert Varrick."
Jessie Bain read the letter through, the color coming and going on her face, her heart aglow. Once, twice, thrice she read it through, then, with a little sob, she pressed it closely to her breast.
"Hubert Varrick loves me!" Jessie whispered the words over and over again to herself, wondering if she should not awake presently and find it only an empty dream.
He was waiting for her answer. She smiled at the thought.
"My darling Hubert, my love, my king, as though it could be anything else but yes – yes, a thousand times yes!" she murmured.
But even in this moment of ecstatic joy, the sword of destiny fell swiftly and unerringly upon her hapless golden head.
God pity and help her in her mortal anguish, for in this moment she remembered that she had given Hubert's mother her sacred promise, nay, her vow, that she would never cross her son's path again.
When the nurse returned, after the lapse of perhaps a quarter of an hour, to Jessie's bedside, she found the girl sobbing as though her heart would break, and the letter torn into a thousand pieces, which were fluttering over the counterpane.
"I hope you have not heard any bad news, Miss Bain," she said, earnestly.
Jessie raised her tear-stained face from her hands, and smiled up into her face, the most pitiful smile that ever was seen.
"I have heard music so sweet that it might have opened up heaven to me, if fate had not been against me," she murmured, with quivering lips, the tears starting afresh to her blue eyes.
These words completely puzzled the old nurse. But ere she could utter the words on her lips, Jessie continued:
"I wish I could have some writing materials; I should like to answer this letter which I have received."
"Do you think you feel strong enough to attempt to write it now?" she asked dubiously.
"Yes," said Jessie; adding under her breath: "I must write it quickly, while I have the courage to do it."
The pen which she held trembled in her hand. But at length, after many futile attempts, she penned the following epistle:
"Dear Mr. Varrick, – Your letter has just reached me, and oh! I can not tell you how happy your words made me. But, Mr. Varrick, it can not be; we are destined by a fate most cruel, to be nothing to each other. I may as well tell you the truth – I do love you with all my heart. But there is a barrier between us which can never be bridged over in this world. Your mother knows what it is; she will tell you about it.
"I intend leaving this place to-day, and going out into the coldness and darkness of the world. Please do not attempt to find me, as seeing you again would only be more pitiful for me. But take this assurance with you down to the very grave: I shall always love you while my life lasts. Your image, and yours alone, will forever be enshrined in my heart.
"Good-bye again, dear Hubert, I bless you from the bottom of my heart for the love you have offered me and the honor you have paid me in asking me to be your wife. Think kindly of me some time.
"Yours, with a breaking heart,"Jessie Bain."
When next the nurse made her rounds, to her great amazement she found the girl, weak as she was, already dressed, and putting on her hat. Nurses and doctors were unable to change her determination to leave.
"What of the young gentleman from whom you had the letter?" asked Jessie's nurse.
"The letter that I have written is to him," she said, in a very husky voice. "He will understand. I will leave it in your care to send to him, if you will be so kind."
The nurse took charge of the letter.
"I do not wish you to mail it until to-night," said Jessie, eagerly, "for I – I will not be able to leave ere that time. You have been so kind to me," she added, "Oh, believe me that I do not know how to thank you for all you have done!"
"A little more strength would not have come amiss to you," one of the doctors said gravely. "One thing, however, I insist upon – rest until late in the afternoon, and then leave us if you really must."
With a little sigh Jessie took off her hat again.
Remaining there a few hours longer would not matter much, she told herself; Hubert Varrick would not receive her letter until the following morning. She could leave that night, and be so far away by day-break that he could never find her. But what strange freaks Fate plays upon us to carry out its designs.
When the nurse left Jessie Bain, she took the all-important letter with her, and quite forgetful of the promise which she had made the girl, not to send the letter out until night, she proceeded to stamp it as she saw the letter-carrier stop at the door to take up the mail.
It would be very nice to send it by special delivery, she thought. He will receive it all the sooner; and hastily adding the additional stamp required, she handed it to the postman.
An hour later it was on its way, and a little past noon Jessie's letter reached its destination and was promptly delivered.
Hubert had been summoned to his mother's home from the hotel where he had been stopping. She had been seized with a serious illness, and had hastily sent for him to come to her at once. He had responded with alacrity to his mother's telegram. He had scarcely divested himself of his fur overcoat in the corridor, ere the special messenger arrived with Jessie's letter. He thrust it into his pocket, this sweet missive, to read at his leisure, murmuring as he did so: "This is neither the time nor place to learn the contents of my darling's letter. I must be all alone when I read it."
Thrusting it into his pocket, Varrick hurried quickly to his mother's boudoir. With a great cry of relief she reached out her hand to him. "Thank God, you are here at last."
The trouble about Jessie Bain had been temporarily bridged over when he had married Gerelda; yet, ever since, there had been a constraint between mother and son which she very perceptibly felt.
She had always said to herself that he would never forget Jessie Bain, and when he became a widower the terror was strong within her that he would make an attempt to find her.
"Will the girl keep her promise," she asked herself over and over again, "and never cross his path again?"
It all rested on that. But it weighed heavily on her mind that she had accused the girl wrongfully, and she told herself that God would surely take vengeance upon her if she stood at heaven's gate with that sin on her soul.
In this hour, she must tell Hubert the truth, keeping nothing back. She would not implicate herself, as that would bring horror into his eyes. He must never know that she had concocted that plot in order to ruin the girl.
Hubert greeted his mother with all the old-time boyish, affectionate ardor and she asked herself how she could tell him the truth – that which was weighing so heavily on her mind.
She gave a glad cry as he came up to the velvet divan upon which she reclined, and held out her arms to him.
"Hubert, my boy!" she murmured, tremulously.
"Mother!" he answered, embracing her; then, flinging himself on a low hassock by her side, he caught both of her hands in his and kissed them.
"I am so glad you are come, my son," she breathed – "I am so ill!"
He tried to cheer her with his brave, bright words; but she only smiled at him faintly, wistfully.
She brought round the subject uppermost in her mind.
"I wonder what has became of Jessie Bain?" she asked, abruptly.
"Why do you ask me, mother?" he replied, evasively, flushing to the roots of his curling hair – and that blush betrayed to her keen eyes that he had not as yet lost interest in the girl.
"I want you to promise me, Hubert," she whispered, "that if anything should ever happen to me, you will not think of even searching for Jessie Bain, in order to marry her."
He dropped the white, jeweled hands he held, and looked at her in grave apprehension, a troubled look in his earnest eyes.
"I wish I could promise what you ask, mother," he said; "but unfortunately, I – I can not; it is too late! I have already searched for Jessie Bain, and found her, and have offered her my heart and hand."
A low cry from his mother arrested the words on his lips.
"I knew it – I feared it!" cried Mrs. Varrick, beating the air distressedly with her jeweled hands. "But it must not be, Hubert."
"It is too late for interference now, mother; the fiat has gone forth."
Still she looked at him with dilated eyes.
"Would you marry her against my will?" she gasped, looking at him with a gaze which he never liked to remember in the years that followed.
"Do not force me to answer at such a time, mother," he said, distressedly. "I could not tell you a falsehood, and the truth might be unpleasant for you to hear."
"She will not marry you!" cried Mrs. Varrick. "I know a very good reason why she will not."
A smile curved the corners of her son's mobile lips, and he drew from his pocket the precious missive and held it up before her.
"I do not know of any reason why I should keep anything from you, mother," he said. "This letter is Jessie's acceptance."
A grayish pallor stole over Mrs. Varrick's face.
Even in death – for she supposed herself to be dying – the ruling passion that had taken possession of her life, was still strong within her.
Her idolized son must never make such a mes-alliance as to marry Jessie Bain – a girl so far beneath him.
"I have not as yet read its contents," continued Hubert. "If you like, mother, I will read it aloud to you, and upon reflection, when you see how well we love each other, you will realize how cruel it would be to attempt to tear our lives asunder. I am pledged to her, mother, by the most solemn vows a man can make; and though I love you dearly, mother, not even for your sake will I give her up. Only a craven lover would stoop to that. A man's deepest and truest love is given to the woman whom he would make his wife. His affection for his mother comes next."
Mrs. Varrick was too overcome for speech by the angry tempest that raged in her soul.
By this time Hubert Varrick had broken the seal, drawn forth the letter, and commenced reading its contents aloud. He had scarcely reached the second page ere he stopped short, dumfounded; for there the words confronted him which made the blood turn to ice in his veins, and his heart to almost stop beating.
He sprung to his feet and looked at his mother.
"Mother," he cried, hoarsely, "what can this mean? Jessie refuses me, and she says you know the reason why she must do so. What is that reason, mother? I beg you to tell me."
"She has given me her solemn promise not to marry you. That much I may tell you, nothing more," returned Mrs. Varrick, huskily.
"But it is my right to know, mother," he cried, sharply. "You must not keep it from me. I tell you that my whole life lies in the issue."
"Step to my desk in the corner – the key is in it – and you will find in the right-hand drawer a folded paper; bring it to me. This will tell you what you want to know," she said, unsteadily, as he placed the paper in her hand. "Open it, and read it for yourself."
This he did with trembling hands; but when his eye had traversed half the page, he flung the note from him as though it were a viper that had stung and mortally wounded him.
"You see it is a confession from Jessie Bain that she stole my bracelet; it is her written acknowledgment, with her name affixed. That is the reason why she feels there is a barrier between you. Our ancestors, Hubert, have always been noted for being proud, high-bred men and women. No stain has ever darkened their fair names. If you wedded this girl, you would be the first to bring shame upon the name of Varrick."
"Not so, mother," he cried. "Despite the evidence of my own eyes, I can not, I will not believe my darling guilty. There is some terrible mistake – something which I do not understand. I will make it the work of my life to clear up this mystery, and to prove to you, despite all the evidence against my darling, that she is innocent."
"Will you make a vow to me that you will never marry her until her innocence is proven?" she cried, seizing Hubert's hand and pressing it spasmodically in both of hers. "Remember that I, as your mother, have a right to demand this – you owe it to me."
For a moment Hubert Varrick hesitated.
"If you are so sure of her innocence, surely you need have no hesitation," his mother whispered.
Hubert Varrick did not speak for an instant; a thousand tumultuous thoughts surged through his brain.
Slowly, solemnly, he turned toward his mother.
"So sure am I that I can prove her innocence, that I will accede to your request, mother dear," he answered, in a clear, firm voice, his eyes meeting her own.
"I am content," murmured Mrs. Varrick, sinking back upon her pillow.
She said to herself that if he followed that condition he would never wed Jessie Bain.
Hubert rose quickly to his feet.
"I will take you at your word, mother," he declared promptly, rising suddenly to his feet. "You shall hear from me in regard to this within three days' time. I am going direct to Jessie. If your symptoms should change for the worse, telegraph me."
Kissing his mother hurriedly, and before she could make any protest to this arrangement, Hubert hurried out of the room and out of the house.
He was barely in time to catch the train for Albany, and arrived there just as the dusk was creeping up and the golden-hearted stars were coming out.
He made his way with all haste to the place where he had left Jessie. He must see her, and have a talk with her. He would not take "no" for an answer.
The neat little maid who opened the door for him recognized the gentleman at once.
He had placed a bill in her hand at parting, and she was not likely to forget the handsome young man.
He was shown into the visitors' sitting-room.
"I should like to be permitted to see Miss Bain," he said. "Will you kindly take that message for me to the matron in charge?"
The girl looked at him with something very like astonishment in her face.
"Did you not know, sir – " she asked, somewhat curiously, as she hesitated on the threshold.
"Know what?" he demanded, brusquely. "What is there to know, my good girl?"
"Miss Bain has gone, sir," she replied. "She left the place for good quite an hour ago!"
Varrick was completely astounded. He could scarcely believe the evidence of his own senses; his ears must have deceived him.
At this juncture the matron entered. She corroborated the maid's statement – Miss Bain had left the place quite an hour before.
"Could you tell me where she went?" he asked.
"She intended taking the train for New York. She was very weak, by no means able to leave here, sir. We tried to keep her; but it was of no use; she had certainly made up her mind to go, and go she did!"
It seemed to Hubert Varrick that life was leaving his body.
How he made his way out of the place, he never afterward remembered.
There was but one other course to pursue, and that was, to go to New York by the first outgoing train, and try to find her.
Hailing a passing cab, he sprang into it, remembering just in time that the New York express left the depot at seven o'clock. If the man drove sharp he might make it, but it would be as much as he could do.
He gave the man a double fare, who, whipping up his horses, fairly whirled down the snow-packed road in the direction of the depot.
"I am afraid that I can not make the train, sir," called the driver, hoarsely, as Hubert Varrick leaned out of the window, crying excitedly that he would quadruple his fare if he would make the horses go faster.
Again he plied his whip to the flanks of the horses, but they could not increase their speed, for they were doing their very best at that moment.
Nearer and nearer sounded the shrieking whistle of the far-off train. They reached the depot just as the train swept round the bend of the road.
"Thank God, I am in time!" cried Hubert Varrick, as he rushed along the platform. "If I had missed this train, I should have had to wait until to-morrow morning. I shall have little enough time to purchase my ticket. I – "
The rest of the sentence was never uttered. He stopped short. Standing on the platform, watching with wistful eyes the incoming train, was Jessie Bain!
A great cry broke from his lips. In an instant he was standing beside her, her hands in his, crying excitedly:
"Oh! Jessie, Jessie. Thank Heaven I am in time!"
"Mr. Varrick!" she gasped, faintly. At that instant the train stopped at the station.
"You must not go on board!" he cried, excitedly. "Jessie, you must listen to what I have to say to you," he commanded. "You must not go to New York."
There was a sternness in his voice that held her spell-bound for an instant.
"Come into the waiting-room," he said. "I must speak with you."
Drawing her hand within his arm, he fairly compelled her to obey him; and as they crossed the threshold the train thundered on again.
The room was crowded. This certainly was not the time or place to utter the burning words that were on his lips. An idea occurred to him. He would get a coach, drive about the city, through the park, and as they rode, he could talk with her entirely free from interruption.
Hailing a coach that stood by the curbstone, he proceeded to assist his companion into it. She was too overcome by emotion to exert any will of her own.
He took his seat by her side, and a moment later they were bowling slowly down the wide avenue through which he had driven so furiously but a little while before.
"Now, Jessie," he began, tremulously; "listen to me, I pray you. I have traveled all the way back to Boston for your dear sake, to see you, to hold your hands, to speak with you, and to tell you I do not consider the little tear-blotted note you sent me, a fitting answer to my letter. I can not take 'no,' for an answer, Jessie, dear. You could not mean it. When I read what you wrote me, in answer to my burning words of love, it nearly unmanned me. You said, in that little note, that you did care for me; you acknowledged it. Now, I ask you, why, if this be true, would you doom me, as well as yourself, to a life of misery. You say there is a mystery, deep and fathomless, which separates us from each other for all time to come? This I must refuse to believe. You say it is something which my mother knows? Will you confess to me, Jessie, my darling, my precious one, just what you mean? Remember that the happiness of two lives hangs upon your answer."
The girl was crying as though her heart would break, her lovely face buried in her hands.
He sat by her side very gravely, waiting until the storm of tears should have subsided.
He well knew that it was better that such grief, which seemed to rend her very soul, should waste itself in tears. At length, when her sobs grew fainter and she became calmer, he ventured to speak once more.
"I beg you to tell me, Jessie," he went on, "just what it is that holds our two lives asunder."
He longed with all his soul to take her in his arms, pillow the golden head on his breast, and let her weep her grief out there. But he must not; he must control the longing that was eating his heart away.
"Be candid with me, Jessie," he said, his voice trembling and husky. "Do not conceal anything from me. The hour has come when nothing but frankness will answer, and I must know all, from beginning to end. What is it, I ask again, that my mother knows which you alluded to in your note, saying that it had the power to part us? Dear little Jessie, sweet one, confide in me! I repeat, keep nothing from me."
Through the tears which lay trembling on her long lashes, Jessie raised her lovely blue eyes and looked at him, her lips quivering piteously.
For an instant she could not speak, so great was her emotion; then by a mighty effort she controlled herself, and answered in a broken voice:
"I – I made a solemn pledge to your mother, the day I left your house, that I would never cross your path again, that I – I should do my best to avoid you and steal quietly away out of your life. I – I signed the paper and left it in your mother's hands. That, and that alone, satisfied her. Then I went away out of your life, though it almost broke my heart to do so. I – I have kept my promise to her. I meant to go away and to never look upon your face, even though I knew that Heaven had answered my prayer and given me your love – which I prize more than life itself – when everything else in this world was taken from me."
As Varrick listened, a terrible whiteness had overspread his face.
"Answer me this, Jessie," he asked; in the greatest agitation: "Why did you sign the other paper which you left with my mother that day? Answer me, Jessie – you must!"
"I signed no other paper than that which contained the promise I have just spoken to you about," the girl returned earnestly, puzzled as to what he could mean.
For answer, he drew forth the note which he had taken from his mother's writing-desk and placed in his breast pocket, and put it in Jessie's hand.
"This note has been written by my mother," he said, "and this is your signature, which I would know anywhere in the world, my darling," he went on, huskily. "Oh, my love, my love! explain it to me!"
She had taken the paper from his hands, and run her eyes rapidly over the written words. They seemed to stand out in letters of fire. Her brain whirled around; her very senses seemed leaving her.
"Oh, Hubert! Hubert! listen to me!" she cried, forgetful of her surroundings, as she flung herself on her knees at his feet. "This is not the paper I signed, although the signature is so startlingly like my own that I am bewildered. I signed a paper which said that I would never cross your path again; but not this one – oh, not this one! I – I never saw this paper before. Oh, Hubert – Mr. Varrick – I plead with you not to believe that I could ever have signed a paper acknowledging that I took your mother's diamond bracelet! I have never taken anything which did not belong to me in all my life. I would have died first – starved on the street!"
Words can not describe what the thoughts were that coursed through Hubert Varrick's brain as he slowly raised her.
"Tell me, Jessie," he cried, "did you read over the paper which you signed?"
"No," she sobbed; "I did not read it. Your mother wrote it, telling me what was in it – that I was never to cross your path again, because she wished it so, and I signed it without reading it. Indeed, I could not have read a line to have saved my life, my eyes were so blinded with tears, just as they are now."
A grayish pallor spread over his face; a startling revelation had come to him: his mother had written the terrible document, every line of which she knew to be false, relying upon the girl's agitation not to discover its contents ere she signed it!
Yes, that was the solution of the mystery; he saw through the whole contemptible affair.
Only his mother's illness prevented him from stopping at the first telegraph office and sending a dispatch to her to let her know that he had discovered all.
"You do not believe it – you will not believe that I took the bracelet?" Jessie was sobbing out. "Speak to me, oh, I implore you, and tell me that you believe me innocent!"
He turned suddenly and took her in his arms.
"Believe in your innocence, my darling?" he answered, suddenly. "Yes, before Heaven I do! You are innocent – innocent as a little child. I intend to take you directly to my mother, and this mystery shall then be unraveled."
Despite the girl's protestations, he insisted that it must be so, and the first outgoing train bore them on their way back to Boston.
It so happened that he found a lady acquaintance on board, an old friend of his mother, who willingly took charge of Jessie on the journey.
"Keep up a brave heart, little Jessie," whispered Hubert, as he bid the ladies good-night. "All will come out well. Nothing on earth shall take you from me again."