With a scornful toss of her head, Iris wheeled about. She would not enter the room, though she was just dying to know what they were saying – as Kendal sat in the arm-chair before the glowing coals, while Dorothy knelt on the hassock at his feet.
But that one glance of Iris had proved fatal to Kendal's peace of mind, and the hope swept over his soul that she would not think that he was talking love to Dorothy.
His silence perplexed the girl kneeling at his feet.
"I try to picture what our future life will be together, Harry," she murmured.
"Don't let us talk about it!" he exclaimed, impatiently.
"But I like to," she insisted. "It is my constant thought by night and by day. And, oh! I shall try to make you so happy. I shall go out dining with you every day, if you like, and I will always wear a little veil over my face, that no one need know as they pass us by that your bride is blind. And I shall try to be so wise, and learn to talk with you upon the subjects you love best. You will not be ashamed of me, will you, Harry?"
This with wistful eagerness pitiful to behold.
"I do wish, Dorothy, that you would cease your harping on the same old subject!" he cried, worriedly. "You annoy me so!"
"Annoy you?" whispered Dorothy, half under her breath. "Why, I did not know that we could say anything to those we love which could make them vexed at us, because I thought we were:
"'Two souls with but a single thought,
Two hearts that beat as one.'
It seems, Harry, as though we had so little time to talk with each other now. And, oh! how I miss those little chats we used to have together; don't you?"
"You talk like a child, Dorothy," he cried. "Do you expect me to be dancing attendance upon you all the time?"
"No; I have ceased to expect that," murmured the girl, choking back a sob – "especially lately."
"I hope," he cried, "that you are not getting to be one of those exacting creatures who are jealous if a man is not at their side every moment? I could never endure that."
With a sudden impulse, Dorothy threw her arms about his neck and nestled her snow-white cheek against his.
"Let me tell you the truth, Harry," she whispered. "I am trying not to be jealous, as hard as ever I can; but, oh! there seems such a coldness between us lately. My intuition – my heart tells me so. Everything has changed since Iris came," she repeated. "I am glad you have some one to go with you on your rambles, as I used to do – some one to walk and read with you, as I once did. But when I think of it, and picture you two together, and know that she takes the same place by your side that I was wont to take, can you wonder that my heart throbs with a slow, dull pain?"
"Women magnify everything!" cried Kendal, harshly. "I suppose you will begrudge me a moment's comfort where another young girl is concerned, because you can not participate in it."
"I wonder that you can find comfort, as you phrase it, with another," said Dorothy, with a little tremor in her voice. "I have never heard that any other society was satisfying to an engaged lover than that of the sweetheart whom he avers to love."
Kendal laughed a little low, tantalizing laugh which grated keenly on the girl's ears.
"Men differ in their tastes and inclinations," he retorted laconically. "I do not choose to be tied down and governed by one woman's whims, nor to be dictated to."
"You should not speak of it in that way, Harry," whispered the girl in a choking voice; "rather, you should say to yourself that you would not do the slightest thing that might cause me one pang of annoyance. He who truly loves finds no interest, no attraction but in the one face, the one presence. I have known many betrothed young men, and I never yet knew one who paid the girl he loved so little courtesy as to flirt, ever so slightly, with another."
She could not see the flush that burned his face, for he knew that every word she uttered was but too true. He felt guilty in her sweet, innocent presence. Had he but loved her, he would have found no pleasure whatever in Iris Vincent's dangerous coquetries.
He would not have encouraged her by smile, word, or deed.
A wave of pity swept over his heart for Dorothy as he looked down into the pure, uplifted face. But it was only short-lived, for at that instant he heard Iris' silvery laughter from an adjoining room.
"I propose that we finish this interesting subject at some future time," he said, carelessly. "I have some important letters to write, and if you will excuse me for a little while, I should be very glad."
Sorrowfully Dorothy rose from the hassock and slowly quitted the room.
With lagging steps she made her way to her own room, her heart as heavy as lead in her bosom.
She had entered the library with buoyant steps and a light heart; aye, even a little snatch of song on her lips, for she had made up her mind that she would wait there until Harry came and have a good talk with him.
She had been so sure that he would take her in his arms and soothe away her fears, laughing at them in his own way as being the most ridiculous fancies which her sensitive little brain had conjured up.
And ah! how different had been the reality.
He had rudely repulsed her – and she his promised wife! Katy noticed how gloomy she was, and ran quickly to her young mistress' side.
"Oh, Miss Dorothy," she cried, "you do look so pale. Let me place you in a chair and bring you some wine."
Dorothy shook her head.
"I am not ill, Katy," she said, wearily, "only I – I have a slight headache. If you will leave me by myself I will take a short rest if I can, then I shall be all right."
But Katy insisted upon bringing her a cordial, if not the wine, and surely she was forgiven for putting a few drops of a sleeping potion in the glass ere she handed it to her mistress. She well knew that she had not slept soundly for some time past.
Surely she was breaking down slowly from some terrible mental strain. She realized but too well what that mental strain was.
Dorothy allowed her to lead her passively to the sofa, and to deposit her among the cushions.
"You will ring when you want me, Miss Dorothy," she said, placing a table with a bell on it close by her side.
"Yes," said Dorothy, wearily. "Now go and leave me, that's a good girl;" and Katy passed into the next apartment, drawing the curtains softly behind her. There she sat down and waited until her mistress should fall asleep. It almost made the girl's heart bleed to hear the great sighs that broke from Dorothy's lips.
"Poor soul! poor soul!" she cried; "how unhappy she is!"
But soon the potion began to take effect, and the sighs soon melted into deep, irregular breathing, and then Katy knew that she slept.
An hour passed, and yet another, still she did not waken, though there were loud sounds of mirth and revelry in the drawing-room beneath. The maid recognized Iris' voice and that of Harry Kendal.
"The grand rascal!" muttered the girl; "how I feel like choking that man! He doesn't care any more for that poor blind girl in there, that he's engaged to, than the dust which sticks to his patent leather shoes. I believe the truth is slowly beginning to dawn upon her."
At that moment she heard Dorothy's voice calling her, and she went quickly to her side.
"Oh, how long have I slept, Katy?" she cried.
"An hour or such a matter," responded the girl. "They have all been to dinner, but I thought sleep would be better for you."
"How long since?" cried Dorothy, springing from the sofa. "And did they not send up for me?" asking both questions in a breath, and waiting with feverish impatience for an answer.
"No," said the girl, bluntly.
"Did they forget me?" whispered Dorothy, in a voice so hollow that the tone frightened the little maid.
"It looks very much like it, Miss Dorothy," she answered; "but I did not forget you; I brought you up a whole trayful of things."
"I can not eat," sighed Dorothy, and she murmured under her breath: "Yes, they forgot me – forgot me! Come here, my good girl," she went on, very nervously; "there is something I want you to do for me."
Katy came close to her side. Dorothy reached out her hand and caught the girl's arm in her trembling grasp.
"I want you to slip down quietly, Katy," she said – "mind, very quietly – and see what they are doing down in the drawing-room. I hear Mr. Kendal's voice and Miss Vincent's. Take notice if Mrs. Kemp is with them, or if they are alone."
"Are you going down to-night, Miss Dorothy?" asked Katy.
"If it isn't too late," she answered, in a tremulous voice, adding: "I want you to lay out the prettiest dress I have, and some nice ribbon for my hair, before you go. I can be dressing while you are gone; it will save that much time."
Katy did as she was bid, and a few moments later was creeping noiselessly down the back stairway, which led to the drawing-room. Drawing the heavy silken portières aside, she peered cautiously in. As she expected, Mr. Kendal and Miss Vincent were enjoying each other's society, quite alone. But that was not the worst of it.
Katy gazed long and earnestly at the picture before her.
Miss Vincent sat at the piano, magnificently dressed in a pale blue chiffon evening dress, with great clusters of pink roses at her belt, at her throat, and in the meshes of her jetty curls.
Beside her, turning over the music, and bending like a lover over her, was Harry Kendal.
And as the girl watched she saw him suddenly lift to his lips the little white hand that was straying over the keys.
"Do let me persuade you to sing for me, Iris," he was saying. "In what have I so far offended you that you are so ungracious to me this evening, Iris?" he murmured, reproachfully.
"I do not know that I am any different to-night from what I have always been," pouted the beauty. "I simply do not feel like singing, that is all."
"You have changed your mood very suddenly, Iris," he declared. "You asked me to come into the drawing-room to hear you sing, and now you tell me that you have changed your mind. What am I to think?"
"Whatever you please," she answered, curtly.
"Tell me one thing, Iris," he murmured, a little hoarsely, bending nearer over the pretty, willful coquette; "were the words of the song you intended to sing suggestive of a sudden coldness between two very near and very dear friends?"
"I will not listen to you!" cried Iris, petulantly.
"I repeat, what have I done to offend you, my dear girl?" he cried.
"Say to yourself that it was surely not my intention nor my will. You asked me to come to the library to listen to some poems. When I stepped into the room I saw at a glance that you had quite forgotten the appointment, Harry, by the picture that met my glance."
He knew in an instant to what she referred – he sitting in the arm-chair with Dorothy by his side, her arms twined about him.
"I did not ask her in there, Iris," he said, huskily. "I found her in there when I entered the apartment. She was evidently waiting for me. She met me with tears and reproaches, and if there is anything that is detestable to a man it is that line of conduct, believe me."
Iris shrugged her shoulders, but made no reply.
"Why did you not come in when you came to the door?" he asked, bending dangerously near the fatally beautiful face so near his own.
"Because I thought that two was company – three would be a crowd," she responded, proudly tossing back her jetty curls.
"You would always be welcome to me, Iris," he said, huskily. "You know that but too well by this time, don't you?" and his hand closed tightly over the one lying lightly in her lap, and his head drooped nearer still.
"Great Scott! they are almost kissing each other, the two vipers!" panted Katy to herself, her blood fairly boiling in her veins at the sight of this billing and cooing. "Oh, if I only dared put poor Miss Dorothy on her guard!"
She could not refrain from bursting in upon them at this critical instant, and in less time than it takes to tell it she had bounded into the room.
"A-hem, a-hem!" she coughed, pantingly; "but if you please, miss," turning and addressing herself to Iris, "the housekeeper is looking for you, and wants you to come to her."
"Certainly," said Iris, springing up from the piano stool with a face flushed as red as a peony and a very confused look in her eyes; "I will go at once;" and with an assumed smile on her face she glided from the room, muttering below her breath:
"I'd like to choke that little imp of a maid! Whenever I am talking to Harry Kendal, if I turn around I find her at my elbow."
Katy was about to follow Miss Vincent from the room, when Harry called to her.
"Remain a moment," he said. "I wish to see you."
With a little courtesy Katy obeyed.
For a moment or two he stood quite still in the center of the room, toying nervously with the medallion on his watch chain, and a very perceptible frown on his dark, handsome face.
"Tell me, how long have you been standing there, girl?"
She hung her head, but did not answer; but that silence told him quite as much as words.
"The wisest girls are those who never see or hear anything," he declared, eyeing her sharply.
Again Katy courtesied, making no reply. She knew quite well what he meant.
"I may as well come to the point and say that you are not to mention to any one anything that has taken place in this house – especially in this room to-night. Now here is something that may help you to remember the old adage that 'silence is golden.'" And as he spoke he thrust a bill into the girl's hand, motioning her from the drawing-room, and turning abruptly on his heel, he sauntered slowly across the room and flung himself down in an easy chair.
Katy hurried quickly upstairs.
"The grand rascal!" she muttered; "to pay me to help deceive Miss Dorothy! How my fingers tingled to box his ears! I longed to stamp my foot and cry out: 'You handsome villain – engaged to marry one young girl and making love to another! Oh! for shame! for shame!' It's a pity that Miss Dorothy hasn't a good big brother to give him the trouncing he so richly deserves. The Lord knows it's an unhappy life Miss Dorothy will lead with him, and it would be a blessing in disguise if something should happen to prevent the marriage from taking place. As for that sly, black minx, Iris Vincent, she must have a soul as hard as adamant and cruel as death to cheat a poor blind girl out of her lover, and to try all her arts to win him from her. They fairly make love to each other in her very presence; and she, poor soul! never knows it, because she is blind! The curse of God will surely fall on them, and they will be punished for their treachery to poor Miss Dorothy – and she so trustful and innocent! I wish I could think of some plan to break that up. Goodness knows, I wouldn't do such a thing for anything in the wide world. I have always believed that the angels take terrible vengeance upon any girl who takes another girl's lover from her by her wicked coquetries."
By this time she had reached Dorothy's boudoir. She found her young mistress waiting for her with the greatest impatience.
"Well," said Dorothy, quite as soon as she had opened the door, "who's down there?"
For an instant the inclination was strong within Katy's heart to tell the whole truth of what she had seen and heard. It was not the dollar, which seemed to burn in her pocket, that made her hold her tongue, but the fear of giving poor blind Dorothy pain, that caused her to hold her peace.
"Only Mr. Kendal, miss."
"I thought I heard voices," she said, wonderingly.
"Miss Vincent was there when I entered the room, but left a moment or so after," answered Katy, truthfully.
"Were they talking together? And what were they talking about?" asked Dorothy, eagerly.
"That I can not say, miss," returned the girl, flushing to the roots of her hair, and inwardly thankful that her poor young mistress could not see the distress which she knew must be mirrored on her face.
"Were they speaking so low that you could not hear them?" inquired Dorothy, quickly.
"Oh, no, miss! quite loud; but I was not listening."
Dorothy gave a sigh of relief.
"If it were not so late, I would go down stairs," she said, reflectively. "But then, there's the ball to-morrow night. I will be up late, so I suppose it would be just as well for me to rest to-night, for I want to look my best, Katy. I would give the world to look bright and gay as any girl there. I could hear the music, the patter of dancing feet, and the sound of merry laughter. And, oh, Katy! perhaps I might forget for a few brief moments my terrible affliction. I know Harry will be happy amid the brilliant throng, and that thought alone will be joy enough for me. You shall sit with me, Katy, to hold my wraps, my flowers, my fan, and – and you must watch sharp, and tell me, Katy, if he dances with any pretty girl the second time."
She felt that she must make a confidant of some one, even though it was Katy, the maid.
"You must not think for one moment I am jealous, Katy," she said, "for I assure you I am not; only as host I should not like him to pay too much courtesy to any one person, you know."
"Certainly not," assented Katy.
"I have asked Iris what she intends to wear, but for some reason she does not tell me, so I want you to notice particularly what she has on, and if she looks very pretty. But then, I think she is sure to look nice."
"I shall look very closely, you may be sure of that," responded Katy, "and tell you of everything that goes on – who's dancing, and who's sitting in corners flirting, and just who Mr. Kendal dances with. Will he take you in to supper, miss?" she asked, suddenly.
She was sorry the moment after that she had asked the question, for Dorothy's poor, sightless eyes filled with great tears.
"You know that he would like to," she murmured, faintly, "but it would be a ghastly sight – a poor blind girl sitting at the festal board with the gay guests. Oh! why did God put such a terrible affliction upon me?" throwing out her little white hands and beating the air as she sobbed aloud in her agony. "Why can I not enter into his joys, and share them with him as others do? Oh, Katy! will I not make but a sorry wife for my handsome king – my idol? I wonder what he can find about me to hold me still dear in his eyes, for I am no longer pretty, willful, madcap Dorothy, as they once called me."
The night of the ball came at last – the night which had been looked forward to so anxiously for weeks by many a maiden and brave swain.
By the time night had drawn her sable curtains over the sleeping earth all the preparations had been completed at Gray Gables, and when the lights were lighted it presented such a brilliant spectacle that those who witnessed never forgot it.
The guests began to arrive early, in order to have a long evening of enjoyment.
Late that afternoon an odd discussion had arisen which came near wrecking the whole affair.
Mrs. Kemp, Iris, and Dorothy were all seated in the general sitting-room discussing the last but by no means least important matter of who should receive the guests.
"You are the young lady of the house," said Mrs. Kemp, turning to Dorothy with a puzzled air, "and of course every one expects you to perform that pleasant duty; but – "
"Oh, no, no!" cut in Dorothy. "My – my affliction makes that an impossibility. You must do it, Mrs. Kemp."
"Really, child, my presence is so much of a necessity in looking after the servants and overlooking affairs in general that I assure you I can not be spared even for a brief half hour; so, as near as I can see, Iris must take your place for that occasion, with Mr. Kendal, to welcome your guests. What do you say, my dear?" she asked, turning anxiously to the beauty, who sat disconsolately by the window, listening to the conversation, feeling confident as to how the debate must end – in her own favor.
"I'm sure I do not mind doing so, if the arrangement suits Mr. Kendal and – Dorothy."
Harry entered the room at this stage, and of course the matter was quickly laid before him.
"Why, yes, Iris can help me receive the guests," he declared. "What a happy thought! I supposed I alone was to be delegated to that task. Yes, let us settle it in that manner, by all means."
As usual, no one thought of consulting Dorothy's opinion. Indeed, they scarcely missed her presence when, a few moments later, she slipped from the room to have a good cry over the matter.
Katy was startled as she beheld her white face as she groped her way into the room. She sat so still that Dorothy imagined herself quite alone.
"I – I can not bear it!" she sobbed, flinging herself face downward on the carpet with a wretched little sob. "In everything she seems to come between me and my lover! Oh, I wish to Heaven that Iris Vincent would go away! Harry has not been the same to me since she has been beneath this roof. They tell me it is my imagination, but my heart tells me it is no idle fancy. She will be standing by my lover's side receiving my guests! Oh, angels up in Heaven, forgive me if the pangs of jealousy, cruel as death, spring up in my poor heart at that bitter thought!" And another thought: "Harry is beginning to depend so much upon her society. Now, if I ask, 'Where is Harry?' the answer is, 'Out driving or walking or singing with Iris.' Katy tells me she is very plain of face – nay, even homely. If she were beautiful I should be in terror too horrible for words. It is wicked of me, but, oh! I can not help but thank God she is not fair of face, to attract my darling from me."
Tears rolled down Katy's cheeks as she listened. Not for the world would she have let her poor young mistress know that her grief had had a witness. She kept perfectly quiet, making no sound, scarcely breathing, until Dorothy passed slowly into an inner apartment, and she was heartily glad that she touched her bell a moment after.
Katy hurried to her with alacrity, taking pains, however, to tiptoe to the door, open it, and close it again, quite as if she had just come in from the corridor.
"Now, Katy," said her young mistress, "you must make haste to help me dress. I am impatient. I feel dreadfully nervous, as though a great calamity was to take place. I feel just such a strange sensation as seemed to clutch at my heart before that terrible accident happened that has blighted my whole life."
"Oh, dear Miss Dorothy, please don't talk so!" cried Katy, aghast. "I'm sure it isn't right, if I may make so bold as to say so to you. I have always heard it said: 'Never cross a bridge of trouble until you come to it.'"
"'Coming events cast their shadows before,'" quoted Dorothy, slowly.
"I have made your dress look so lovely, Miss Dorothy," she cried, bravely attempting to turn her thoughts into another channel, "and it's right sorry I am that you can't see it. Every one will say that it is the prettiest dress at the ball. You said I might fix it any way that I liked, so long as it looked grand."
"How have you arranged it, Katy?" asked Dorothy, with a faint smile, being girl enough to forget her sorrow for an instant in speaking of her ball dress.
"It is your new white tulle, miss, that I picked out – the one that you had made to go to parties in, providing you were ever asked to any, the first week you came to Gray Gables, you remember."
"Oh, yes," murmured Dorothy, clasping her little hands. "I – I remember so well how nice it looked on me, too."
"You looked like an angel in it!" declared Katy; resuming: "Well, it's that one, miss, and I have been embroidering flowers all over the front of it as a surprise for you, and, oh, they look perfectly magnificent on it! – just as though some one stood near you and threw a great handful of blossoms over you and they clung to your white tulle dress just where they fell."
"What kind of flowers are they?" asked Dorothy, delightedly.
"Wisteria blossoms," said Katy.
Dorothy sprang to her feet, pale as death.
"You have embroidered purple wisteria blossoms all over my ball dress?" she whispered, in an awful voice.
"Yes," returned the girl, wondering what was coming next.
"Oh, Katy!" she cried, in a choking voice, "don't you know that purple wisteria blossoms mean tears?"
"I don't believe in all those old women's superstitions, miss," declared Katy, stoutly. "I imagine that it was got up by some muddy-complexioned creature, whose only annoyance was that the pretty blossoms didn't look good on her, and consequently she gave them a bad name to keep others from wearing them. There's plenty of such things being done."
This explanation, or rather explosion of the pet superstition, amused Dorothy vastly.
"Well, I shall not mind the old adage about wisteria blossoms and tears. I'll wear the dress anyhow, Katy, come what may. But do you know what Iris is going to wear? I haven't been able to find out."
"Nor has any one, ma'am," muttered Katy. "She has been making up her ball dress in her own room for the past fortnight, and keeps the door securely fastened; but we shall see very soon now, for it is quite time to dress, and she has to be ready first to receive the guests. I heard Mr. Kendal telling her so, a few moments since, as they passed through the corridor just as I opened the door."
She saw Dorothy turn a shade paler, and her head drooped, but she made no reply.
"Shall I commence now to arrange your toilet?" she asked, anxious to dress her mistress, and then don her own new dress for the gala occasion.
"I don't want to go into the ball-room until all the guests have arrived, and then I want to slip in quietly," said Dorothy; "so you need not hurry."
It was a sorry task at best for Katy, dressing her poor, blind mistress for the ball.
Ah! it was pitiful to see her sitting so patiently there with her back to the mirror, while the maid, with great tears rolling down her cheeks, fastened the clouds of tulle here and there with the dark blossoms, and twined them in the golden curls that fell about her white neck.
Oh, how radiantly fair she looked! And Katy knew that no one gazing in those beautiful violet eyes would ever realize that the lovely girl was blind – stone blind.
Her hand trembled violently as, an hour later, she clung to her maid's arm, and timidly, shrinkingly entered the great ball-room crowded with guests. No one noticed their entrance, the throng was so great, and she had her heart's desire. She slipped into a corner without her presence being commented on.
She did not know that a little place among a bower of ferns had been previously arranged for her by Katy, where she could sit and hear the music without being seen herself; nor would Katy be seen by the guests.
"Tell me," she whispered, nervously clutching the girl's hand, "where is Harry, and is – is Miss Vincent with him, and how does she look?"
Before Katy could frame a reply the last question was rudely answered by a stranger. Two young ladies at that instant dropped down into seats so near Dorothy that she could easily have touched them had she reached out her hand from her screen of palms and roses.
"What a magnificent-looking girl that Iris Vincent is!" cried one of the young girls. "The fame of her great beauty is spreading everywhere; but I never dreamed she was as beautiful as the description I have heard of her, and I find she far surpasses it. I wonder that poor, blind Dorothy Glenn is not jealous that her affianced husband should pay the girl so much attention."
"This is the first time I have seen her," replied her companion, "and I, too, am amazed at her marvelous beauty. As I stepped into the ball-room she was the first person I beheld, and she has dazzled my eyes ever since. Oh, it was a wonderful picture she made, standing under a slender palm tree, in her white tulle dress flecked with gold and pearls, and those blood-red rubies encircling her white throat and perfect arms and coiled in her jetty curls; and then those glorious dark eyes! No wonder men lose their hearts over her at the first fatal glance into their wonderful, mesmeric depths. She is fairer than the fairest of poets' dreams."
Dorothy listened with bated breath, then turned quickly to Katy.
"Have you deceived me —me, a poor blind girl?" she cried in a terrible voice that sounded like a cry from the tomb. "You told me that the girl who had come beneath this roof was homely and terribly plain. They say she is beautiful. Oh, God! have you deceived me? I must know the truth at once."