Annie Moonlight
I Am
Don`t Blame Me
Don`t blame me for my love to you,
The choice was not on purpose.
It came to me so unexpectedly, it’s true
I never listened to its voice.
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Now I have loved and my love’s forever,
I realised this too much late.
But please, don’t blame me for the things I never
Can’t give you… well, it maybe helpless fate,
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An accidental word or something more
Your eyes… so deep and soft, your smile’s so tender.
I gave my loving smile only to you my love!
And never gonna smile again and never see your face, no more.
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I see your passion, deeply feel your love,
And very sorry, it will pass for you.
You will forget. My love will grow.
But I must kill this love inside of me, I know.
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Please leave me on my own, leave me my suffering and pain.
Don’t try to catch my look, to feel my smile, to see my face.
Don’t make me cry, don`t make me be a perjurer in vain.
My love is endless and for real, it is no more a game.
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But still for you it is.
That’s why I’m bleeding deep inside.
My honey friend, forget about me, I beg you please.
Don’t perish me, don’t blame me anyway for me there’s no joy and light.
25.09.1996
Annie Moonlight
Another World
Another world begins for me, -
A world of sadness, cruel reality and endless pain.
Those happy years all flew away like a dream
And left my heart in past again.
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But never gonna go back in past again.
Those times of naughty childhood, smiling youth are gone.
My world is strong and not in vain
I’ll try to block this pang to go on.
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Another world begins for me
A world without love and care.
I’ve lost my everything and now there’s no need
To look around and cry for help.
14.10.1996
Annie Moonlight
FOREVER YOUNG
Dedicated to my beloved uncle Farhad
Forever young he was – and so he died,
Forever nice, forever good, forever straight.
Forever proud and so much naive all the time,
Forever smiling, understanding, flying in this cruel world.
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Like butterfly, like little bird – so light and joyful all his life,
But great and noble – just like medieval knight,
Forever young he was with open smile,
With hopeful eyes, with his disinterested heart.
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Forever young, forever tall, forever child,
Forever in the flame, forever martyr, never asking ‘Why?’
Forever searching, climbing high,
Forever taking beats from Destiny and never giving cry.
04.11.1996
Annie Moonlight
I Will Survive
Upon your death I swear for this tomb,
Upon your life I swear now, my heart,
Upon my love to you that never was in past,
Upon great heaven now I swear that I will survive.
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I swear no one can break my heart,
I swear I will always smile for you
No tears, no torment, no heartache anymore to start
I must believe in me to go on this time.
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Above me heaven kind and merciful for good,
Beside me people who I love for true,
Inside me fair memories of you,
Outside it may be chilly – but my heart is warm and fair is my s