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Before Winter
NANCY K. WALLACE


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Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Prologue
CHAPTER 1: If I Should Die
CHAPTER 2: Vestiges of Betrayal
CHAPTER 3: Lavender
CHAPTER 4: Dreams
CHAPTER 5: The Wilderness of Llisé
CHAPTER 6: Spirits
CHAPTER 7: Albion
CHAPTER 8: The Key
CHAPTER 9: Whispers from the Past
CHAPTER 10: Mysteries and Discoveries
CHAPTER 11: Stolen Secrets
CHAPTER 12: Sanctuary
CHAPTER 13: Unexpected Delays
CHAPTER 14: Discoveries
CHAPTER 15: Free Again
CHAPTER 16: The Way of the Wolf
CHAPTER 17: Loss and Remembrance
CHAPTER 18: Amiens
CHAPTER 19: Refuge
CHAPTER 20: Dinner Conversation
CHAPTER 21: Albion Revisited
CHAPTER 22: Old Alliances
CHAPTER 23: Old Habits Die Hard
CHAPTER 24: Honesty
CHAPTER 25: Bardic Wisdom
CHAPTER 26: Remembrance
CHAPTER 27: Farewells
CHAPTER 28: On the Run
CHAPTER 29: Eviction
CHAPTER 30: The Cabin
CHAPTER 31: Then There Were Four
CHAPTER 32: Night Terrors
CHAPTER 33: Doubts and Speculation
CHAPTER 34: The Valley of the Shadow
CHAPTER 35: Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing
CHAPTER 36: Evidence and Speculation
CHAPTER 37: The Company of Strangers
CHAPTER 38: The Hills of Home
CHAPTER 39: High Hopes
CHAPTER 40: Unexpected Complications
CHAPTER 41: A Time of Reckoning
CHAPTER 42: Confrontation
CHAPTER 43: Realignments
CHAPTER 44: Affairs of the Heart
CHAPTER 45: Beginnings and Endings
Acknowledgements
About the Author
Also by Nancy K. Wallace
About the Publisher
Prologue
Jeanette bent over Devin, her brown curls lightly brushing his cheek. When his eyes fluttered open and focused on her face, she smiled.
“Am I dead?” he asked.
She kissed his cheek. “No, my love,” she assured him. “You aren’t dead but you need help.”
He cupped her cheek with his hand, ran his thumb across her lower lip. “My God, I love you,” he murmured. “Where have you been? I’ve been so worried.”
“Not far away,” she answered. “But I have to go now, Devin, I’m sorry.”
He found her hand and held it. “Don’t go,” he protested.
“I can’t help you, Devin,” she explained. “But Marcus is coming back.”
“Marcus tried to kill me,” he said.
She shook her head, her eyes big in her slender face, and rose from her knees. Her dress swirled around her bare feet. “I have to go.”
“Don’t go!” he begged.
She kissed her finger and stooped to touch his mouth. “I must,” she said. “Be still.”
“When will I see you again, Jeanette?” he asked, raising his head. The pain sent him back down into darkness, her name still on his lips.
CHAPTER 1
If I Should Die
Devin’s head pounded in time with his heart as it slowly pumped his life’s blood onto the forest floor. He lay in deep, velvety darkness as rain spattered the leaves of the trees above him and slid in rivulets down his cheeks like tears. Gone was the fragrance of pine, the wind fresh off the ocean. The air stank of burned paper and cloth. The Chronicles were gone … he had tried and failed to save them and now they were lost forever. The entire history of the provinces had been destroyed by ignorance and flame. Ultimately, his trip to the provinces to preserve the Chronicles had led to their destruction and he would forever bear the guilt of it.
He opened his eyes to a dizzying view of tree trunks and rocks spinning in front of him. He swallowed convulsively and tried to shift to his back to see for himself if perhaps some small part of the repository remained. Nausea rolled over him in waves and he stopped moving and lay very still, half on his side, the way he’d wakened. Minutes passed as the sickness that threatened to overwhelm him finally stilled. He lay stiffly, his teeth clenched, one hand digging into the earth.
Finally, he touched his temple gingerly and found the whole side of his face was caked with a sticky mass of blood, pine needles, and dirt. His hand involuntarily rummaged in his pocket searching for a handkerchief and found it completely empty. Even Marcus’ rosary was gone.
Last night seemed decades ago, when he and Marcus had sat and talked on the banks of the stream, weathering a storm together. What had Marcus told him? “Trust me.” And Devin had. He had trusted Marcus with his life and Marcus had shot him. So, where was his bodyguard now? In some tavern toasting René Forneaux’s bid for chancellorship? Did he regret having shot the current chancellor’s son when he had been sworn to protect him? Or did he accept his new position with the same intensity that he accepted his role as Devin’s bodyguard? What kind of man was Marcus Berringer, anyway, to change loyalties like the wind?
Devin let out a deep breath. He was on his own now. He’d need to find his way back to La Paix … to Chastel, Armand, and Gaspard. Together they would plan a way to thwart this new regime and Marcus would be forever marked as an enemy, not an ally.
Devin tried again to move … to catch some small sight of the repository that had housed the Chronicles. Perhaps there was something left … even a few pages that could be salvaged and reassembled. But the forest lay shrouded in mist and smoke and drizzling rain; here and there an evergreen branch appeared momentarily before the mist swallowed it again. Everything seemed muffled and unreal. Even the birds were silent.
A frightening notion wiggled into Devin’s thoughts like a worm. Perhaps, he would die here after all, only a few feet away from the greatest discovery in Llisé’s history. At least, he had seen this arcane library and touched it with his own hands – the collected histories of every province in the empire. For a populace that was forbidden to learn to read and write, they had not only recorded their oral history on paper; they had organized it and filed it alphabetically. If René Forneaux assumed he was fighting ignorant provincials he was going to be in for shock.
Devin hoped he would be there to see it but from the amount of blood that continued to soak the neck and shoulder of his jacket, he was beginning to doubt whether he would. His head ached unbearably and he curled up on his side like a child and waited for morning. Sleep came fitfully, dragging him down into nightmare and releasing him, cold and shivering, into the darkened forest once again.
CHAPTER 2
Vestiges of Betrayal
“Dear God!” said a familiar voice. “Devin?” Hands eased him onto his back. He groaned as the world spun and lingering raindrops fragmented like a hundred prisms of light as the sun’s rays pierced the trees.
Marcus was bending over him, slapping him lightly on the cheek. “Can you hear me?” he asked insistently.
Devin nodded, the motion setting off pain that threatened to make the top of his head explode.
Marcus exhaled loudly and sat back on his heels. “Thank God you’re alive!” he murmured.
Devin forced words between cracked lips. “No thanks to you.”
“I saved your life,” Marcus explained calmly. “They’d have killed us both if I’d tried to resist. I asked you to trust me. Shooting you was the only way I could save you.”
“Have you come to finish me off then?” Devin hissed through gritted teeth.
“I saved your life,” Marcus repeated sharply.
“And your own skin,” Devin murmured.
Marcus’ face flushed an angry red. “Had I meant to kill you, Devin, do you think I’d have missed at ten feet? I had to get those soldiers away from you until I could come back alone. They had to believe you were dead, so I grazed your head with the bullet. There was lots of blood but I spared your life.” He slid a hand behind Devin’s back. “Now let me help you, damn it! I need you to sit up.”
Devin felt completely limp, like all his bones had turned to water. He let Marcus pull him into a sitting position against a tree but he folded up in agony, cradling his head in his hands.
His former bodyguard produced water and bandages. Dabbing lightly at Devin’s temple and the back of his head with a wet rag, he frowned, his craggy face wrinkled and drawn. He wrapped a bandage around Devin’s head and buried the bloody rags under a bush. “We have to get out of here,” he said. “Can you walk?”
“How far?” Devin asked.
Marcus put his hands under Devin’s arms and lifted him to his feet. “Back to La Paix,” he replied, pulling Devin’s arm over his shoulder.
Devin exhaled, “God!”
“I’ll carry you if I have to,” Marcus said.
“Don’t,” Devin protested. He put one unsteady foot forward, his vision still blurry and uncertain. “I can’t see, Marcus.”
“At all?” Marcus asked in alarm.
Devin waved a hand. “Everything is blurry … fragmented.”
“That’s to be expected with a concussion,” Marcus assured him. “You smacked the back of your head on a rock when you fell. It should go away in a few days.”
Devin looked for the shepherd’s hut that had housed the entrance to the repository. He blinked, willing his eyes to focus on what remained. The bank of earth behind it had collapsed; ironically leaving the rickety doorway standing, like a portal to nowhere. Only a mound of dirt was visible and the lingering smell of burning paper. “Do you think there’s anything left?” he asked.
“If there is, we can’t save it now. I need to get you somewhere safe,” Marcus replied. “Come on.”
Devin’s hand fumbled toward the lining of his coat.
“You still have Tirolien’s Chronicle,” Marcus assured him. “They never even looked for anything hidden in your coat.”
“Thank God,” Devin whispered. “Where are Emile and his men?”
“Dead,” Marcus said shortly. He urged him forward. “We have to go. There won’t be any second chances for either of us now. If we’re caught, we’ll be shot on sight.”
Devin moved with him, staggering through the trees to the top of the hill. They followed the edge of the forest, staying deep within its shade as they made their way painfully back toward the road. At the edge of a field of golden flowers bent low by the rain, Devin tripped over a fallen log and fell.
Marcus went down on one knee beside him.
“Give me a minute,” Devin begged.
“A minute,” Marcus reiterated. “We don’t dare stop for any longer.”
Devin closed his eyes, laying his head back against the cool earth. His breath, coming in gasps from the exertion, sounded harsh and jarring under the quiet of the trees.
“Come on,” Marcus said too soon, hoisting him upright.
Devin put a hand to his head as the trees ahead of them blurred and spun. He leaned on Marcus and walked, silently counting his steps one after another. They stopped for water at a clear brook that wound its way through the fields above them on its way to the ocean below. Devin washed his hands and face in the cool water, lingering to splash it across the back of his neck before they went on. Above, the gray clouds hung dark and low.
It seemed like hours before they reached the road. The primitive track made walking easier but increased the chance of detection. Marcus stopped frequently, always listening for sounds of pursuit or horses’ hooves. They went on for at least another hour, Devin staggering more with every step. Without any warning, his legs just crumpled. He slid out of Marcus’ arms and went down, stones tearing through the knees of his trousers. “I can’t do this anymore,” he panted.
“Just a few more feet,” Marcus coaxed. “The cave where we spent the night is right around that curve. If you can make it that far, you can rest for the night.”
He struggled up with Marcus’ help, half expecting that the promise of rest was only to entice him to keep going, but just around the next curve, Marcus led him down an embankment. Below them was the stream that had swollen to twice its size during the thunderstorm last night. Even with blurry eyes, Devin could see it was still muddy and swirling after all the rain. He sank down gratefully under the layer of overhanging rock and stretched out on the ground. “Thank God,” he murmured, closing his eyes.
Devin woke in the night to the soothing sound of water rushing over stone. He shifted cautiously, attempting to keep nausea and dizziness at bay, and felt a hand on his shoulder.
“How do you feel?” Marcus whispered out of the dark.
“I’m still alive,” Devin answered back.
How strange that they found themselves together in the same place where they had stopped two nights ago. Devin rearranged himself cautiously on the rocky ledge. “Tell me what happened to Emile?” he asked.
Marcus took a deep breath. “He sent two men home on a ship – one of them took my rosary that they stole out of your pocket. They hoped it would serve as proof of your death to your father.”
“He’ll know it’s not mine,” Devin interrupted.
“Exactly,” Marcus said. “I hope that we’ve sent him a message that you are still alive.”
“Do you think he has been deposed?” Devin asked.
Marcus shook his head slowly. “I can’t be certain, Devin. A lot may have happened in the two weeks it took those men to get here. If he is still in power then Forneaux is only biding his time. Your father may have sent those men to find you and bring you home and instead Forneaux paid them to kill you.”
Devin put a hand to his head. “There are too many different conspiracies. How do we sort them all out?”
“We don’t have to,” Marcus said. “We continue with our plan. If we can reach La Paix before the others leave, we can join them when they go to Coreé.”
“I’ll be recognized,” Devin said.
“Not necessarily,” Marcus replied. “You have a good start at a full beard: you’ve lost at least two stone in weight and in those clothes I doubt your father would recognize you.”
“And who will kill Forneaux?” Devin asked, thinking of Angelique’s insistence that she wanted to murder the man herself.
“I believe we will have several contenders standing in line,” Marcus muttered. “Don’t worry about that now. Are you hungry at all?”
Devin shook his head and regretted it.
Marcus handed him a flask. “Drink some water and try to sleep then.”
Devin could just make out his bodyguard’s profile as Marcus kept watch, his pistol in his lap. When they’d camped here before, he’d trusted Marcus, even confided in him. Last night, he’d been shot by his own bodyguard and almost killed, but Marcus didn’t appear to have changed. He had assumed his previous position as though he expected Devin to accept him also. And yet Devin would always see the muzzle of Marcus’ pistol aimed at his head and feel the sharp burn of that bullet, the instant before he passed out.
CHAPTER 3
Lavender
Devin dreamed of troops marching in Independence Square, his father standing on the steps of the Chancellor’s residence to view them, surrounded by his bodyguards. Devin stood beside him, as did his brothers and his mother. The pound of their horses’ hooves hurt Devin’s head as they shook the ground. They never missed a step, one hoof after the other, as though the horses had been trained to march in perfect time, but the soldiers’ rifles were aimed at the Chancellor and his family.
A hand descended over Devin’s mouth, waking him abruptly and yanking him backwards. He struggled, fighting imprisonment and nausea, as rough cloth was pulled over his head and body.
“Be still,” Marcus hissed in his ear.
Devin realized the pounding hooves were not a dream but horses passing on the road above them, at least one squad of soldiers, maybe more. Faint light passed through the coarse fabric of the blanket Marcus had hidden them under. The fabric was a sullen gray like the stone that hid them. It would have concealed them from a casual glance but the men passing above them never halted. The hooves and jingling bridles faded off into the distance, leaving Devin chilled and shaking.
Marcus waited a long time before he spoke. He finally pulled the blanket down and dropped it in a heap beside him. “Those may have been your father’s men, but I have no way of knowing. They could as easily be some secret squad of Forneaux’s sent out to track me down.”
“Why would my father deploy a small army to retrieve me?” Devin asked.
Marcus raised his eyebrows. “Because with the political situation so volatile, I’m sure he wants you safely home.”
“Is Coreé safe?” Devin asked. “It doesn’t seem very secure for my father right now.”
Marcus shrugged. “Perhaps Emile told us what he wanted us to hear. The government may be more stable than you think. Your father has a host of supporters. There is very little that Forneaux could present that would discredit him.”
“And yet Forneaux feels he has an angle. He’d hoped to add Gaspard’s and my deaths to the list of offenses against the provincials but we’ve managed to avoid falling into his traps.”
“Pray it continues,” Marcus said.
“Where is Emile’s body?” Devin asked after a minute.
“At the bottom of the harbor along with his men. I didn’t have time to hide them anywhere else. I needed to get back to make sure you were all right.”
Devin raised his eyebrows. “So you weren’t sure, after all.”
“Sure of what?” Marcus asked brusquely, but the color had begun to rise in his face.
“Sure that I was still alive,” Devin answered.
“I never miss,” Marcus replied. “I’m an expert marksman.”
Devin didn’t doubt it. “Then what was the hurry?” he asked.
“I didn’t want you to bleed to death,” Marcus answered gruffly. He busied himself with rearranging his pack.
“How did you kill them?” Devin asked after a minute.
“Emile and his crew?” Marcus cocked his head, his voice formal but taunting. “That’s not something I’d have expected you to ask, Monsieur Roché.” He looked away, sharpening his knife against a stone. “I drugged their beer in the Wind and Water Tavern and when they staggered out along the dock, I cut their throats one by one and let them drop into the water. I weighted them down with chains so they wouldn’t float to the surface.”
Devin turned his head away. He’d wanted to know, but now that he did, the details only emphasized how brutal Marcus could be when he had to. But then when he thought of the smoldering Chronicles, his fists clenched and he thought that perhaps he could have pushed them into the harbor himself.
Marcus changed the subject. “We’ll stay here for today. They’ve already passed by this area so I think we are safe for the time being. You need a day to rest anyway. How is your head?”
“Better than yesterday,” Devin answered, although any movement still made his head throb.
“Stay quiet for today,” Marcus suggested, pulling cheese and sausage from his pack. “You didn’t happen to bring another one of those little crosses that would grant us access to the tunnels, did you?”
Devin fumbled with his jacket, trying to keep his head still. “Actually, I did!” he said, withdrawing a cross that was still attached to the lining. “I sewed it into the seam because I thought there was some chance we might be separated.”
Marcus beamed. “Excellent! Leave it right where it is. You don’t want to risk losing it. Now all we have to do is find a church.”
“I don’t believe there is even a town close by,” Devin answered. “At least I didn’t see any on our way through here the last time.”
Marcus stretched his legs out in front of him. “I believe you’re right. The closest church is in Calais and we’re not going back there.”
“So, we’ll walk until we find another,” Devin said. “By tomorrow I’ll feel more like myself.” He closed his eyes against the swirling patterns the leaves made and hoped that tomorrow would be better.
“I thought I might try to catch a fish for dinner,” Marcus offered. “Will you be all right alone if I leave for a few minutes? I’ll stay within hearing distance.”
Devin opened one eye. “Go ahead. There is nothing much happening here.”
Marcus threw him the pouch with the bread and sausage. “If you are hungry before I come back, you can eat this then. I think you’d prefer it to raw fish. I’ll find a fish for myself and be back shortly.” He laid a pistol on the rock beside Devin. “Keep that close at hand while I’m gone.”
Devin’s head still throbbed but he hadn’t admitted that to Marcus. There was no way out of the present situation except to walk back to La Paix and he would do it, whether his head hurt or not. The journey would take longer this time, a week or more, with them having to avoid the roads and any small towns or villages. He leaned back against the rock and closed his eyes; the rushing water of the stream below him formed a soothing backdrop. The forest spoke a dozen peaceful languages around him: birdsong, wind through leaves and needled branches, the scurry of small creatures searching for food.
A cascade of stones and dirt sat him upright, the gun in his hand. Before him was an elderly woman. Her head would have barely come to Devin’s chest and he wasn’t tall. She was like a wizened child; ragged grayish-brown clothing clung to her slight frame, making her blend effortlessly into the rocks and earth behind her. She squatted down, blinking uncertainly at Devin.
“Who are you?” she asked in a trembling voice.
“I might ask the same,” Devin replied. “Who are you?”
She cocked her head as though trying to remember. “I am Lavender. Are you the one those soldiers are looking for?”
Devin feigned nonchalance. “Are they looking for someone?”
“They are,” she said with a fearful look at the road above. Her brow furrowed. “They are always looking for someone and then people die.”
“They won’t hurt you here,” Devin replied.
She frowned, giving her brown wrinkled face the look of an oversized walnut. “They don’t want me. There is no one else in the forest except that man fishing. And you’re on edge,” she prodded. “It makes me think they’re hunting for you.”
“I honestly don’t know who they are hunting for,” Devin replied. “And what business is it of yours anyway?”
“It’s my business to know what happens in these woods,” she said defiantly.
“Well, this particular matter doesn’t concern you.” Devin waved the gun in her direction. “You need to be on your way.”
She laughed again, a deep humorless sound that put Devin’s nerves on edge. “You can’t tell me what to do!”
“I can,” Marcus’ voice said suddenly. He had come up silently behind Devin, his gun in his hand.
Lavender was unconcerned. “You won’t shoot me,” she said. “The sound of a gun will bring those soldiers back here.”
“True,” Marcus answered, his voice deadly. “But I can slit your throat and no one will hear a sound.”
Lavender’s body crumpled, like a bunch of rags thrown on the floor, her gnarled hands went to her scrawny throat. “Why would you kill me? I’ve not done you any harm. I’ve done nothing but speak to the gentleman.”
“He told you to be on your way,” Marcus replied. “You need to leave.”
“I will,” she said. “I thought we could help each other.”
“In what way?” Marcus asked, his voice sarcastic.
“I can show you a way into the tunnels,” she whispered.
Devin and Marcus exchanged a look. The tunnel system, which used the natural cave formations of Northern Llisé, would provide them with a safe, protected route to reach Madame Aucoin’s house in Amiens. “And what do you want in return?” Devin asked. He realized his mistake too late when her toothless grin revealed her brown gums.
“So you do need to reach the tunnels?” she cackled.
“Devin, shut up!” Marcus growled. “You’re only making matters worse.”
“I can take you there safely,” said Lavender. “For a price.”
“And what would that be?” Marcus asked.
“What does the boy have hidden in his coat?” Lavender asked.
“You’ll find nothing in my coat but a ripped lining,” Devin replied, involuntarily clutching Tirolien’s Chronicle to his side.
“Let me see,” Lavender asked, reaching out with sticklike fingers.
Marcus slapped her hand away with the barrel of his gun. “Keep your hands to yourself,” he said.
She snatched her hand away, holding it against her scrawny chest. “If you hurt me I will tell the soldiers where you are.”
“Then I may as will kill you,” Marcus replied calmly. “I doubt anyone will miss you.”
“Lavender is a story,” she protested feebly. “You can kill the bards but you can’t kill stories.”
Devin leaned forward warily. “What do you mean?”
She wrapped her arms around her as though she were cold, her ragged clothes looking more like a burial shroud. “Stories live on if you keep telling them.”
“There need to be bards to tell them,” Devin corrected her gently. “The bards tell the stories so that they won’t be forgotten.”
“You can tell the stories,” she insisted. “You can tell Lavender’s story.”
Devin rubbed at the bandage on his forehead. He wanted to lie down and still the thumping ache in his head.
“Come back tomorrow,” Marcus said. “You can tell your story then.”
“Lavender’s story is part of the Chronicle,” she said.
Devin exhaled. “Dear God, Marcus! She can’t be the Lavender that Armand taught me about?”
“I agree,” Marcus muttered, shifting his gun from one hand to another. “That was centuries ago, wasn’t it?”
“I don’t know,” Devin whispered. “Lavender, is your story about your white pony?”
She nodded vigorously. “Yes, yes,” she said, “my beautiful white pony that ran away.”
“Where is your father’s house?” Devin asked. “Surely there must be someone left who wonders what happened to you.”
She shook her head, looking forlorn and afraid. “I can’t find it.”
“You lived in Arcadia,” Devin explained gently. “This is Tirolien. Your story is in Arcadia’s Chronicle. I believe that you lived there.”
She threw her hands out in supplication. “I don’t know where that is.”
“We are going that way,” Devin said.
“Devin!” Marcus warned. “We can’t take anyone with us.”
“But she’s lost,” Devin said. “Surely we can show a little mercy?”
Marcus shook his head unyieldingly. “Not now. Not here.”
Devin looked helplessly at Lavender. “How do you live? Where do you sleep?”
“I sleep under the trees. The roots are my pillows. In winter when it is cold, I live in this cave.”
“This cave?” Devin asked, nodding behind him.
She nodded, curling her feet around her, pulling the scraps of her clothing down to cover her toes. “I eat berries and nuts.”
“This is her cave, Marcus,” Devin protested. “We can’t stay here.”
“I don’t mind,” Lavender offered. “We can all stay here together.”
“We mind,” Marcus replied. “If this is your cave, we’ll move on.”
“Please don’t,” she whispered. “I have no one to talk to but myself. Once I ate at a fine table, with wine and tarts; there was music and laughter and dancing. Now, I am lost and I don’t know where home is.”
Devin closed his eyes, thinking wretchedly of Angelique and all she had lost.
“Lavender, how old are you?” he asked.
She shook her head. “I have forgotten.” She picked at the fabric of her clothing for a moment. “Did you know my pony is missing?”
“I had heard that,” Devin said. “I don’t believe you will find him here though. You need to go back to Arcadia.”
“Is it a long way?” she asked.
Devin looked at her bare feet worn hard and leathery from walking. “I think you could make it,” he said, pointing above them. “You should follow the road.”
She made a sharp keening sound, making herself as small as possible. “Men travel the road. They are cruel, cruel men. They burned my father’s chateau.”
Devin sat forward, making his head throb more. “Your father’s chateau burned?”
“It’s gone,” she said in faint voice. “All my people are gone. There is no one left but me and I have nowhere to go.”
Devin put a hand to his head. “Marcus, surely there is something …”
“No,” Marcus repeated. “We can’t get involved. There is too much at stake, Devin. We need to move on, Madame, and leave you to your cave.”
She nodded, sitting in a forlorn heap.
“Do you have any money?” Devin asked.
She shook her head and spread thin fingers. “I have nothing but my friends,” she said, gesturing behind them into the small cave.
Marcus whirled, pointing his gun behind them but there was nothing there but the rocky cave floor.
“What friends?” Devin asked.
She crawled behind Devin into the shadows. “These friends,” she murmured, collecting small rounded wooden balls from the floor of the cave. She placed one of the balls gently in Devin’s hand. “This is Simon.”
Devin turned the ball in his hand, revealing features cut deeply into the wood with a knife or stone. The wooden ball was a head with recognizable features: plump cheeks, a bulbous nose, and a mouth wide open in laughter. “Who is Simon?” he asked.
“My father’s baker,” Lavender said. “He made all the tarts, cakes, and sweets. He always saved me something special in his apron pocket.”
Devin reached carefully for another ball. “And this one?”
“My father,” Lavender said, her fingers reluctant to release it into Devin’s hand. She turned it so the features were apparent but did not pass it to him. The face was strong, the nose long and thin, the smile betrayed a gentleness that Devin recognized in Lavender’s own face.
Lavender collected it, cradling it in her lap like a child. “I would like to see him again,” she whispered.
Devin looked at her gnarled hands, the skin that hung from her wiry frame and thought that she must have outlived her father by at least fifty years. “I would like to see my father again, too,” he answered gently.
She looked up. “Do you know where your father is?”
“I know where I left him,” Devin replied. “I hope he is still there but nothing is constant. Time changes everything.”
“I went back one time,” Lavender said. “There were horrible men there. They had killed my father’s guards and burned the chateau.”
Marcus returned his gun to his jacket. “When was this?”
Lavender shrugged. “Many winters ago. I saw the men on horseback and the torches and I ran. I didn’t even try to help them,” Lavender murmured, her voice barely audible. “I carved their faces here, so I wouldn’t forget them.” She swung her arm out, encompassing the wooden heads. “I have them all except for the stable boy who didn’t latch my pony’s stall.” She chose one head from the collection and held it up. “This is the Captain of the Guard. His name is Amando. He would have fought to the death to protect them!”
Devin glanced at Marcus. “Had you heard about the destruction of this chateau?”
He shook his head. “No, nothing. Although much of what transpires in these far northern provinces goes no further. I doubt your father knows either.”
Lavender let out a huge sigh and leaned back against the rock as though the conversation had exhausted her.
“Lavender,” Devin asked. “Did you have any brothers or sisters?”
Her little head bobbed up and down as she scrambled forward on her knees. “They are here, too.” She lined four wooden balls up on the rocky shelf above them. “Sébastian, Abelard, Michel, and Charles.”
Devin felt a shiver run down his back at the detail she had worked into the faces. It was almost as though she had collected a host of men’s heads that had been decapitated. He took a deep breath, trying not to show his revulsion. “Is it possible that they might have escaped?”
Lavender began to cry. “I don’t know. I ran away. I didn’t stay to help them fight. I simply saved myself.”
“God!” Marcus commented angrily, his face unreadable in the shadow of the rocks. “This world seems filled with women who have been abused and yet feel responsible for their families’ deaths.” He remained silent for a moment and then put a hand out to grasp one of her scrawny shoulders. “Lavender, we’ll take you back. Surely there is someone who can help you in your own province.”
CHAPTER 4
Dreams
“You told me you knew a way into the tunnels,” Devin said, extending Lavender a piece of bread.
She nodded as she tore at the crust in her hand. “It is down the mossy steps. A whole town used to be there. It’s deserted now. No one has lived there in years.”
Devin wished there had been time to read Tirolien’s Chronicle. Surely, an entire deserted town would have found its way into the Chronicles at some point. He recalled the map they had found in the Bishop’s Book, which outlined the resettlement of people from towns in danger of being wiped out by the government. His nearly perfect recall brought the map to mind with all its details but he remembered no designation for a deserted town in the mountains above Calais.
“What was the town called?” he asked.
“We don’t know,” Lavender replied, fondling one of the wooden heads of her brothers. “It was very, very old.”
“It sounds too good to bypass,” Devin replied.
“We’re not on an archaeological expedition,” Marcus warned him. “We’ll investigate only if it will get us back to Arcadia sooner.”
Devin shifted so the back of his head was against the rock face behind him. The coolness of the stone soothed the dull ache that persisted. “Where do the tunnels go, Lavender?”
She shook her head. “We don’t know. We don’t like the dark.” She seemed to grow smaller when something frightened her; she scuttled backwards, nervously cradling the carved heads of all her brothers in her lap.
Devin tried to imagine what her life had been like, to have lived once as a child, in a household of wealth and affluence, and then spend the remaining decades as a wild thing that lived off the land and hid wherever she could find shelter. The parallels to Angelique’s life were uncanny but while he found Angelique both endearing and repelling at different times, Lavender merely seemed pathetic. How terrifying it must seem to be elderly with no prospect of anyone to care for you. If she died in these woods or even in the shelter of the cave, she would leave little alteration in the landscape: just a small bundle of bones in a few shreds of cloth.
Marcus arrived triumphantly. Surprisingly, in the short time he had been gone, he had caught two fish. He gutted them on a flat stone and fileted the meat, dividing it into three portions.
“Lavender claims to know a way into the tunnels,” Devin said quietly, as Marcus worked.
Marcus looked up, his knife poised in midair. “Can you show us the way?” he asked.
Lavender bit into a piece of fish, mashing its white flesh between her brownish gums. Devin found himself alternately disgusted and then sympathetic to her. “We’ll go down the mossy steps,” she repeated, gesturing somewhere over her shoulder.
“How far away are the mossy steps?” Marcus asked.
“We can reach them by tomorrow night,” she answered, reaching for another piece of fish.
Marcus glanced at Devin. “Is it hard walking?”
Lavender flicked a fly from her bare toe. “We will need to walk carefully. The woods can be cruel.”
The woods had obviously been cruel to Lavender, Devin thought. Life had been cruel to her just as it had been cruel to Angelique. One of them had a chance at redemption; whether it was too late for Lavender remained to be seen. He ran a hand over his eyes, hoping his blurred vision corrected itself soon. It left him feeling unsteady and nauseated. He slipped down and rested his head on his hand, letting Marcus’ questions and Lavender’s staccato answers be drowned out by the wind in the trees and the rush of the stream below them.
Chaotic dreams had the wooden heads speaking to him, one after another, hinting at terror and brutality that existed long before René Forneaux. Their jabber became constant. Each of them interrupted the other, their voices becoming louder and louder until Devin couldn’t separate them. Without Lavender to identify them, they might as well have been an angry mob intent on violence.
Devin tossed and turned, chased by terrifying shadows of the past and a clear image of his enemy in the present. The wooden head of the Captain of the Guard suddenly opened its mouth crying “Danger! Danger!” until it dislodged itself from the others on the rock ledge and rolled off down the ravine, its mouth screaming its alarm until it landed with a plop in the stream below. It bobbed along as the stream carried it and its garbled warning off toward Calais and the sea where it would be lost forever. The other heads watched in horror as it bobbed away on the current.
Devin wakened with a start. Lavender lay curled like a pile of rags, her father’s head in her hands. Marcus stared out at the woods below them, starlight tracing glistening ribbons in the water. “Don’t you ever sleep?” Devin hissed.
Marcus glanced at him. “I sleep better than you, apparently. What was all the excitement about?”
Devin shook his head. “Strange dreams. I wonder whether I’ll ever be rid of them.”
“Forneaux?” Marcus asked.
“And his ilk,” Devin said quietly. “If Lavender’s home was burned and this town she’s taking us to was destroyed, obviously, there have been evil men at work in these mountains who lived long before René Forneaux.”
Marcus stretched out his right leg, the barrel of his pistol glinting for a moment before he came to rest. “There have always been evil men, Devin.”
“There’s something else, though,” Devin said. “Don’t you feel it? Lavender must have lost her home fifty years ago, at least. Forneaux couldn’t have had anything to do with that.”
“I’m not certain you can believe anything she says,” Marcus replied. “She thinks she is the Lavender from the Chronicles and that she had a white pony.”
“Perhaps she did have a white pony,” Devin countered. “She may also have been named for the legendary Lavender and now she confuses the two in her head.”
“Those damn heads give me the creeps!” Marcus said with a shudder. “And she’d better not expect me to carry them for her. There must at least forty of them!”
Devin suppressed a laugh. “If my dreams have any element of truth, there are now thirty-nine. The Captain of the Guard is no longer with us.”
“What?” Marcus asked, giving him a strange look. “Go back to sleep. You’re as crazy as she is.”
“I’ll explain in the morning,” Devin assured him.
CHAPTER 5
The Wilderness of Llisé
Devin wakened to the sound of sobbing. He rubbed blurry eyes with one hand to see Lavender scouring the ledge above them, her muddy hands feverishly patting the rock. Some of the wooden heads cradled in the remnants of her skirt had fallen to lie in the dirt at her feet. Devin prevented two of them from falling with the toe of his boot as they rolled precariously close to the edge of the ravine.
“He’s gone! He’s gone!” Lavender sobbed. “We can’t go on without him to protect us!”
“The Captain of the Guard?” Devin asked resignedly.
Lavender turned to fix him with a suspicious eye. “How did you know?”
Devin sat up. “I didn’t actually know for sure. But I dreamed about him last night. He kept shouting, ‘Danger! Danger!’ and then he rolled off the ledge and down the ravine. I watched him float down the stream toward Calais.”
Lavender rose to her diminutive size, her hands on her hips. “You didn’t even try to stop him? To save him?”
“I was asleep!” Devin protested. “I saw this in a dream. Have you asked Marcus if he heard anything?”
Marcus shook his head. “I certainly didn’t hear him roll down into the stream, Lavender.” He gestured at the wooden heads scattered around her feet. “Are you certain he isn’t there?”
She flopped onto the dirt, sorting balls into groups around her, murmuring each name lovingly to herself. Devin watched her, wondering how much of reality she had any true hold on. She looked so pathetic, tears drying in dirty streaks down her cheeks, her fingers shaking as she tallied up the only remnants of her family and friends that she had left.
“What have we done to our people,” Devin whispered to Marcus, “that they have been left so fragile and pitiful? Angelique’s story shocked me when I realized how much she had to bear and then there was Elsbeth, Dariel Moreau’s wife. She went to the market and came home to find her husband tortured and murdered on the floor of Tirolien’s Bardic Hall. Who knows what unhinged Lavender’s mind or how many more there are like her? How many children have watched their parents die and have been left orphaned to …”
“Just stop!” Marcus demanded. “Why are you so maudlin this morning? It won’t help anything to dwell on this. You’ll end up spouting gibberish yourself, if you haven’t already.”
“He’s not here,” Lavender wailed suddenly. She glared at Devin. “I can’t believe you wouldn’t help him! He would still be here if you had caught him when he fell.”
Devin sighed in exasperation. “Well obviously, I didn’t. I wasn’t even awake, Lavender. I thought I dreamt the entire thing.”
“He took the time to warn you!” she pointed out with an accusing finger. “And it cost him his life.”
Devin resisted the urge to point out that a wooden ball was not alive. “He may have warned me,” he said quietly. “But he didn’t tell me what he was warning me about.”
“We can’t stay here,” Lavender stated, gathering the wooden heads in her tattered skirt. “We need to move on, now. Surely you can understand that!”
“Perhaps he was warning us about the deserted town down the mossy steps,” Devin said. “There is more than one place here where we may encounter danger.”
“Well, I’m leaving,” Lavender said with a huff. “I don’t need to be told twice that my life is in danger. If the Captain of the Guard gave his life to save me, I would be foolish to disregard his advice and so would you!”
Marcus dropped his head in his hands. “God! This is insane!”
“Call it what you will,” Lavender replied sulkily. “But remember that I warned you.”
Marcus clapped a hand on Devin’s shoulder. “Let’s go! There’s no use arguing with her and call me a bleeding-heart moron, but I won’t let her go on alone.”
Devin smiled and stood up, one hand on the rocks behind him, hoping to hide his persistent dizziness from Marcus. His bodyguard didn’t need another thing to worry about.
They slithered down the slope to the stream bed. Marcus persuaded Lavender to let him carry the wooden heads in the food sack after two escaped her skirt on the way down the incline. The smell of earth and pine reminded Devin sharply of his bodyguard’s gun pointing at him in another part of Tirolien but he pushed the memory away and concentrated instead on Marcus’ broad back ahead of him. Lavender led them deeper into the woods, where the ferns grew so large they towered over her. They followed the stream as it meandered to the northeast. The air was chilly this morning and wood smoke wafted through the trees.
Marcus put a hand out in front of Devin. “That smoke is from a cooking fire. Those soldiers may have stopped for the night. Walk quietly and be ready to hide should we come across them.”
“The smoke is from Martigues,” Lavender volunteered. “It is off the road, a mile or so to the north. There are only a handful of houses there. Hunters and trappers, mostly. They sell their meat and furs in Calais until the winter snows make the roads impassable. They are rough men. I stay away from Martigues.”
Devin glanced at Marcus and saw a shadow of worry cross his face before they started off again. The smell of wood smoke faded as they moved farther away from the road. Devin didn’t believe he had ever traveled so far into the wilderness before. The pines here were as tall as cathedral spires and even in August there were telltale glimpses of autumn color among the maples and aspens. In a heartbeat autumn would be over and winter would be upon them. They had to reach Coreé before roads were impassable and the icy storms on the Dantzig had effectively halted travel for the season. He hoped that Lavender’s promise of a way into the tunnels was a legitimate one and not a figment of her irrational mind.
By late afternoon, they reached the deepest part of the ravine. On either side crumbled stone foundations rose up, still attached to the cliff walls. In the center, the stream threaded its way through part of a broken wall in a series of small waterfalls. The streambed below lay scattered with huge stones, as though giants had tossed them in some mythical battle.
Marcus turned to look behind them. “That valley behind us must have been carved out by the lake and these stones are what remain of a dam. There must have been a very powerful storm that overfilled it and then burst through and flooded the land below.”
“The dam was burst intentionally,” Lavender said. “My father told me. He said the people of the town refused to pay their taxes and the government sent soldiers who sabotaged the dam. They drowned every man, woman and child in the village.”
“My God,” Devin muttered. “When was this?”
Lavender shrugged. “I don’t know. The area has been deserted for many, many years. No one else wanted to rebuild in such a vulnerable spot. Legend says that this was the oldest town in Llisé.”
“Really?” Devin asked, yearning to pull Tirolien’s Chronicle from his jacket and read it but he dared not risk letting Lavender know that he had it.
“It’s said to be haunted,” Lavender continued darkly. “But I’m not afraid of a few ghosts.” She turned to look at Devin, her eyes glinting. “Are you?”
Devin thought she looked like a wraith herself as she wound through the heavy undergrowth, always keeping the stream to her right. He lost his footing more than once on the rocky edges of the streambed, his vision still taunting him with blurred images of where he needed to put his foot next. One misstep filled his left boot with icy water and he had to stop, hopping on one foot to empty it.
They were so deep in the ravine that the sun had already effectively set for them when they reached the site of the ruined village. Their footing, which had been unsure before, now became precarious. The deep shadows did lend a ghostly quality to the scene before them and mist rose from the water as a chill drifted down the ravine behind them. Tumbled stone lay everywhere; a few buildings were marked by what remained of their foundations. Although, on the left side of the stream what must have been a church nestled into the hillside. Its nave had been ripped apart by the flood waters but its ragged steeple remained. There was something incredibly forlorn about it and Devin found his eyes drawn to it again and again. Moss and ivy softened the harsh lines of the ruins but there was a tremendous sensation of loss that permeated the scene.
“That’s it,” Marcus said as he called a halt to further exploration for the night. “We’ll have no broken ankles or legs to complicate matters.” He slung the sack of wooden heads down with a smack which made Lavender jump and murmur something uncomplimentary under her breath. “There’s an L-shaped wall over there which will offer some protection for the night.”
Devin was grateful to stop. His headache had returned by mid-afternoon and he was tired of straining his eyes to see what lay ahead of them. He slid down the wall that Marcus indicated and rested his shoulders against the stone.
“If you would gather some sticks, Lavender,” Marcus said, “I think we could chance having a fire.”
Lavender gave Marcus’ sack a loving pat and hobbled off to collect wood. Devin glanced at Marcus. “She promised us a way into the tunnels. It seems the church is the only possibility.”
“I agree,” Marcus responded, watching her slow progress at gathering kindling.
“But where are the ‘mossy steps’?” Devin asked.
Marcus pointed up the hill. “Maybe they come down toward the church from the other side, which is odd because she claimed the entrance was ‘down the mossy steps.’”
“She must have discovered them from above then,” Devin speculated.
“Perhaps,” Marcus said.
“You don’t trust her?”
Marcus pursed his lips. “I don’t trust anyone but the Chancellor and you, Devin.”
“Which Chancellor?” Devin asked.
Marcus stopped, a wounded expression on his face. “Do you really need to ask?”
“Yes,” Devin replied. “I do. Because I am determined to do everything I can to keep my father in power. I just want to make certain that you feel the same way, too.”
“You have my word,” Marcus replied, holding out his hand.
Devin avoided his eyes because there was still a part of him that didn’t trust Marcus. He wondered if the mistrust would ever be gone, but they seemed to be bound whether he wanted it so or not. He didn’t shake Marcus’ hand and Marcus was quick to withdraw it when it wasn’t accepted.
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