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Neighbors who are worlds apart...

Opposites attract in Amish Country Courtships

Widower Seth Helmuth needs a mother for his sons, but for now, hiring the Englischer next door as their nanny will have to do. Trina Smith plans to stay in Amish country only long enough to claim her inheritance and sell her grandfather’s house. But as she falls for Seth, his twin boys and Amish life, will she inherit a home and a family?

CARRIE LIGHTE lives in Massachusetts, where her neighbors include several Mennonite farming families. She loves traveling and first learned about Amish culture when she visited Lancaster County, Pennsylvania, as a young girl. When she isn’t writing or reading, she enjoys baking bread, playing word games and hiking, but her all-time favorite activity is bodyboarding with her loved ones when the surf’s up at Coast Guard Beach on Cape Cod.

Also by Carrie Lighte

Amish Country Courtships

Amish Triplets for Christmas

Anna’s Forgotten Fiancé

An Amish Holiday Wedding

Minding the Amish Baby

Her New Amish Family

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Her New Amish Family

Carrie Lighte


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ISBN: 978-1-474-09627-0

HER NEW AMISH FAMILY

© 2019 Carrie Lighte

Published in Great Britain 2019

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“Is something wrong?”

Seth couldn’t look at Trina for fear the hole in his heart would grow bigger and swallow him up. “I’m sorry, Trina. I shouldn’t have and I’m sorry.”

“Shouldn’t have what?” she asked.

Was she being coy? Or hadn’t she felt what he felt? No, he couldn’t believe that, even if she was going to make him say it aloud.

“I’m sorry for what happened yesterday.

I promise you it won’t ever happen again.”

Trina stumbled backward as if she’d been struck and her mouth fell open. In the dimming light he noticed her cheeks suddenly glistened with tears.

“I understand, Seth, why you and I can never be... I understand that you’re Amish and I’m Englisch. But I’m not sorry about the affection you’ve shown me. And I’m not sorry you know

I feel the same way about you.”

Watching her dash back toward her house, Seth fought the impulse to follow her and profess his affection—his love—too.

Letting her go was the most difficult thing he’d ever done...

Dear Reader,

Some characters come to life more easily than others. Seth and Trina’s story seemed to flow from my imagination almost as quickly as I could type it. I empathized with Trina as she encountered a different culture and location, and I understood how Seth felt to be in the position of having a new neighbor move in next door. Both situations can be intimidating, awkward and stressful, but they can also provide opportunities for growth, learning and, yes, even love.

I often daydream about what it would be like to live as an Amish person. I admire so many aspects of the Amish lifestyle, especially their emphasis on faith, family and simplicity. (Not to mention their baking abilities!) But I don’t think I’d fare well without electricity and modern transportation. So, for now, I’ll keep learning about the Amish from books and from my travels.

Thank you for reading the Amish Country Courtships miniseries; there’s one more book to come and I hope you’ll enjoy it.

Blessings,

Carrie Lighte

And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.

—Ephesians 4:32

For mothers and mother figures everywhere, with special thanks to L.D. and S.D. for their help.

Contents

Cover

Back Cover Text

About the Author

Booklist

Title Page

Copyright

Introduction

Dear Reader

Bible Verse

Dedication

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Epilogue

Extract

About the Publisher

Chapter One

Trina Smith expected to find a gas stove in the little Amish house, but the refrigerator surprised her. She hadn’t considered a fridge could be powered by gas, too. Not that she had much use for either appliance; Trina lost her appetite when her mother, Patience, died six months ago of leukemia. When Trina did eat, it was only to nibble a piece of toast or an apple, and even then she had to force herself to swallow. Just like she had to force herself to go to bed at night and then to rise in the morning. She was going through the motions because nothing seemed to come naturally anymore.

She set her suitcase down on the floor of the tiny kitchen. Although no one else was in the house, she tiptoed into the parlor. From the dark braided rug to the gas lamp to the sparse furniture, the room was exactly as her mother had described, right down to the ticktock of the clock on the wall.

“As loudly as that clock marked off the seconds, I felt like time was standing still,” her mother once said. “I think it was the clock that made me realize nothing would ever change unless I changed it for myself.”

And so, when she’d turned eighteen, Patience had left the little house. She left the Amish community in Willow Creek, Pennsylvania. And, most significantly, she left her family, which by that time consisted only of her austere, indifferent, drunkard father, Abe Kauffman. Now Patience’s daughter was returning in her place.

Trina walked down the hallway with its bare wooden floor and opened the door to a back room. This would have been where Abe slept. Trina quickly closed the door again. She peeked into the other bedroom, her mother’s girlhood room. It was furnished with a wooden chair, a plain dresser and a bed covered with a quilt that reminded Trina of those her mother had stitched for both of them to use in their own house. Trina remembered how, toward the end of her mother’s illness, no amount of blankets could keep Patience warm.

Trina shivered and walked back to the kitchen, hoping to find a canister of coffee or tea. The first cupboard she opened contained neatly stacked rows of white dishes. The second held glasses and mugs. The third was empty except for a small gray mouse that scurried to the back corner where it squeezed through a crack.

“Ack!” Trina yelped and slammed the cupboard door.

“What’s wrong?” someone asked from behind.

Trina shouted, “Ack!” a second time. Whirling around, she saw a short, plump, white-haired woman wearing glasses and traditional Amish attire.

Squinting, the woman repeated, “What’s the matter?”

“I-I saw a mouse,” Trina stuttered. “It startled me.”

“I dare say you startled it, too,” the woman said with a chuckle and set the basket she was carrying on the table. “I’m Martha Helmuth. I live next door. You must be Trina?”

Martha Helmuth—of course! Trina’s mother had often said she would have run away long before she turned eighteen if it weren’t for Martha Helmuth, whose door and arms were always open whenever Patience needed a place to escape to or someone to embrace her.

“Yes, I’m Trina. Trina Smith,” she confirmed, wondering how Martha knew her name, as her mother hadn’t been in contact with anyone from Willow Creek since Trina was born twenty-five years ago.

“Wilkom to your home, Trina,” the woman said warmly. “The Englisch attorney told us you wouldn’t arrive until the first of March on Tuesday. I would have stocked the cupboards with staples yesterday if I had known you’d be here today. I hope you don’t mind I held on to Abe’s spare key. I’ve been trying to clean up the place for you.”

“Denki,” Trina said, automatically using one of the many Pennslyfaanisch Deitsch words her mother had taught her. “That’s very thoughtful of you.”

“My, don’t you sound just like your mamm,” Martha replied. “Kumme closer, so I can get a better look at you. My eyesight isn’t what it used to be.”

Trina obediently took a step toward Martha, who reached out and clasped Trina’s hands in her own, squinting upward. Ordinarily Trina would have felt too self-conscious to allow a stranger to scrutinize her like this, but knowing how loving Martha had been to her mother, Trina was completely at ease in her presence.

“You’re tall, jah? And you’re a brunette, too. That means your eyes must be blue like your mamm’s, as well?”

“Neh, they’re green like my daed’s.” Trina immediately regretted mentioning her Englisch father, Richard Smith, who’d divorced her mother while she was pregnant with Trina. He’d promised to see Trina, but aside from visiting briefly one Christmas or sending an occasional belated birthday card, he rarely kept in touch. And although he became a successful property developer, he’d never contributed financially to Trina’s care; she and her mother had lived in near poverty for most of Trina’s childhood. She hadn’t even known how to contact him when her mother died. Not that he would have come to the funeral, but Trina thought he should at least have been informed his ex-wife had passed away. She hoped Martha wouldn’t ask questions about him.

But the woman just clucked her tongue and said, “I can’t get over how much you sound like Patience. Can you sing as beautifully as she did, too?”

Trina was surprised by Martha’s praise. The Amish rarely complimented someone’s singing voice lest she become proud about her abilities, which were a gift from the Lord. Yet she was pleased the older woman remembered this trait about her mother. Patience had taught Trina several songs from the Amish hymnal, the Ausbund. They were sung in German, a language her mother also made sure Trina knew as part of her homeschooling.

“Neh, no one has a voice like hers,” Trina answered more wistfully than boastfully.

Martha’s sunny countenance clouded when she murmured, “I was so sorry to hear of your mamm’s passing.”

Moved by the sincerity in Martha’s voice, Trina blinked back tears. “Denki.”

Then Martha said, “We heard you were a schoolteacher.”

“A preschool teacher, yes,” Trina replied, figuring the Englisch attorney managing her grandfather’s estate must have told Martha she was a teacher. Rather, she used to teach preschool until her mother became ill. Then Trina took a semester off to be with her mother as she went through chemotherapy. After Patience died, Trina was so devastated she could hardly take care of herself, much less manage a classroom of rambunctious preschoolers, and she lost her job.

Trina had depleted her savings account helping cover her mother’s medical expenses, and she’d racked up a substantial amount of debt, too. For the past four months, she had been living off her credit card. If she hadn’t been so impoverished, she never would have come to Willow Creek to claim the inheritance her grandfather bequeathed her. She figured the money she’d receive from selling his house would repay the debt Trina incurred from her mother’s hospital bills. It wasn’t for her own sake she wanted the restitution, but for her mother’s. Patience’s father owed her at least that much.

For some reason the attorney couldn’t explain, Abe Kauffman had attached an odd condition to Trina’s inheritance: she had to live in the house for two full months before it would be hers to sell. Otherwise, ownership would go to the Amish leit in Willow Creek. Trina suspected the stipulation was her grandfather’s way of making a point, but she could only guess what that point might be. Was he trying to punish her somehow because her mother left the Amish? Did he think Trina would be so intimidated by the prospect of living there she’d automatically forfeit the house? If so, he underestimated her determination as well as how desperate her situation had become.

She had no idea how she was going to pay for groceries and other necessities, but at least for now she had a place to live. Her mother had told her Main Street was within walking distance. Maybe there was an Englisch business owner in need of temporary help. Trina was certain she’d find a way to earn an income. As challenging as her financial and life circumstances had often been, she relied on the Lord to sustain her. Even during her mother’s illness and subsequent death, God had faithfully carried—was still faithfully carrying—Trina through her grief. Surely if He could help her survive that kind of loss, He would provide a way for her to earn enough money to cover her living expenses.

“It must have been difficult for you to leave your friends and job to kumme here,” Martha said. To Trina’s delight, the older woman pulled tea and honey from the basket.

“Mmm.” Trina’s boyfriend had broken up with her around the time her mother got sick, and Trina had spent so much time at the hospital with her mother she’d lost touch with the other teachers from school and acquaintances from church.

“Well, we’re glad to have you as our neighbor now,” Martha said. “As for that mouse, I’ll ask my groosskin, Seth, to see what he can do. Seth and his kinner, Timothy and Tanner, moved to Willow Creek from Ohio when Seth’s wife died. Now they live next door with me.”

“Oh, no need to bother him,” Trina said. While she was grateful for the offer, she didn’t want anyone else visiting her. She and her mother had managed without a man in the house for Trina’s entire life. She didn’t need one helping her now, especially not an Amish man.

* * *

When Seth and his sons returned from hiking along the creek that ran behind their yard and found their house empty, Seth’s first impulse was to panic. What’s happened to Groossmammi? Then he remembered she said she was taking a few items to Abe Kauffman’s old house for his granddaughter. Martha had already put fresh sheets on the beds and linens in the washroom, but she wanted to make sure everything else was clean and in place.

Personally, Seth thought Martha was getting too involved, acting as if she were preparing a homecoming for one of her own relatives, of which there were few still surviving. Yes, Martha had gotten to know Abe well in the past few years since he quit drinking. And, yes, she’d told Seth she had loved the young Patience Kauffman like a daughter. But it bothered him she was going to all this trouble for an Englischer she’d never met.

It’s as if she’s completely forgotten what happened with Freeman. Freeman was Seth’s older brother who’d left the Amish ten years earlier to marry an Englisch nurse, Kristine, who’d tended to him when he was in the hospital after injuring his back during a barn raising. What made the situation doubly painful was that Kristine initially insisted she wanted to join the Amish and had even quit her job in order to work and live in Willow Creek and learn Deitsch. But in the end, she’d decided she couldn’t leave her career and lifestyle behind, so Freeman had “gone Englisch.”

By that time, Seth and Freeman’s father—Martha’s son—had already died, but their mother was devastated by Freeman’s decision. She passed away less than two years later from what the doctor called congestive heart failure, which Seth translated to mean a broken heart. On some level, he blamed his brother’s leaving for his mother’s death. So, in light of the devastating influence an Englisch woman had had on their family, Seth was perplexed that Martha was eager to become involved with another one. But when he voiced his concern, she reminded him what the Bible said about loving one’s neighbors. Since he couldn’t argue with that, Seth kept his mouth shut, but it troubled him that Martha had wandered off to the little house next door. Her vision was too poor for her to navigate the bumpy yard, even if she did use a cane.

“Kumme, Timothy and Tanner. Let’s go next door to see if Groossmammi is there. On your feet, not on your bellies.”

The four-year-old twins were as imaginative as they were energetic, and they reveled in pretending to be various animals. Today they were acting like snakes, and they’d spent the afternoon trying to slither on their stomachs on the banks by the creek.

“Your boots are too dirty to go indoors, so you may play in the front yard. Stay where I can see you,” Seth instructed after they crossed their yard to the only house located within half a mile of them. He bounded up the porch stairs, pulled the door open and, before his eyes adjusted to the light, questioned the figure in the kitchen, “Groossmammi?”

But it was a young woman who turned from the stove with a teakettle in her hand. Her long dark hair was drawn up in a ponytail, accentuating the sharp angles of her face. Seth knew the Englisch considered thinness attractive, but this young woman was so spindly she appeared fragile. Dark eyebrows framed her big, upturned green eyes and her lips were parted as if she were about to speak, but she didn’t say a word.

“I’m sorry if I scared you,” he said, feeling self-conscious for entering her home uninvited. “My name is Seth Helmuth and I wondered if my groossmammi—my grandmother—is here?”

Before the woman had a chance to answer, Martha stepped into the kitchen. “Ah, Seth, there you are. This is Patience Kauffman’s dochder, Trina Smith.”

When Trina held out her hand, Seth reluctantly took it; shaking hands was an Englisch practice, not an Amish one. Her fingers were slender and icy but her grip was firm.

“Hello,” she said. Closer up, she appeared more mature and taller than she’d seemed at first glance, and her voice had a melodic quality when she gestured toward the kettle, explaining, “Mrs. Helmuth and I were about to have tea.”

“Mrs. Helmuth?” Seth repeated with a chuckle because he wasn’t used to hearing his grandmother referred to by that title. The Amish didn’t use Mr. or Mrs. to address each other; they simply used first names.

“Dear, you can call me Martha,” his grandmother said to Trina before giving Seth the eye. No matter that she could hardly see or that he was twenty-eight-years-old, when Martha gave Seth a certain look, he knew he had better watch his step. She told him, “Trina found a mouse in that cupboard over there. I’d like you to take a look.”

Seth obediently crossed the room. In his peripheral vision he saw Trina inch even farther away from the cupboard than she already was. Did she think the mouse was going to fly out and nip her nose? He tugged the door open.

“It’s empty, but there’s a crack in the wood. Since you saw the mouse in daytime, it was probably really hungry and searching for something to eat,” he said. Anticipating Martha’s request and eager to get out of the house, he added, “I’ve got a spare trap. I’ll go get it. Groossmammi, will you watch the buwe in the yard until I get back?”

“I’ll keep an eye on them, for what good that will do,” Martha joked. “You know what my vision is like. When we’re inside or they’re close by, it’s not difficult watching the buwe, but when they’re running around outdoors...”

“I’ll go watch them if you’ll stay here and listen for the teakettle,” Trina offered, following Seth to the door. “Just give me a call when it whistles.”

Seth hesitated to leave his sons in Trina’s charge, but since he’d only be gone for a few minutes, he said in Englisch to the boys, “Timothy, Tanner, this is, er, this is Miss Smith. She’s going to stay with you while I go get something from our house.”

“Miss Smith?” she repeated, pointedly imitating the tone Seth had taken when she referred to Martha as Mrs. Helmuth. “My name is Trina. It starts with the letter T, just like Timothy and Tanner.”

The boys raced to her side. “Do you want to see something?” they asked in Englisch.

Seth hurried home, grabbed the trap, a jar of peanut butter and a spoon, and then raced back to Trina’s house. As he crossed the yard, he spotted the boys and Trina taking turns jumping over a partially frozen mud puddle. Recently the deacon’s sons had returned from a family trip to a popular Amish vacation destination in Pinecraft, Florida, and they’d filled Timothy’s and Tanner’s heads with visions of alligators. Ever since then, the boys pretended puddles were swamps where the toothy creatures hid. They’d created a game in which they had to leap over these so-called swamps without falling in and being bitten. So far, they’d been successful, and it looked as if Trina was holding her own, too. Satisfied they’d all be fine, Seth went inside.

“The tea will be ready soon. Have a cup with us,” Martha coaxed him as he smeared peanut butter on the trap. “Trina is a lovely maedel. She’s a preschool teacher, you know.”

“Jah, I know,” Seth replied. “You’ve told me almost every day since the attorney told you, Groossmammi.”

“You ought to consider hiring her to watch the buwe, then. She’d be perfect.”

Seth glanced out the window. He had to admit, he would have expected someone as thin as Trina to be lethargic but she was matching Timothy and Tanner’s energy levels.

“Neh, I don’t think that would be right. She’s Englisch.”

Martha snickered. “What difference does that make? She seems to know plenty of Deitsch words and the buwe are almost fluent in Englisch. Besides, they’ll formally learn Englisch as soon as they enter school. This will help them along.”

“It’s not that,” Seth hedged. Even if he wasn’t already wary of Englisch women because of Freeman’s wife, he would have been reluctant to hire one to watch the boys. Seth owned a leather shop in town and he’d seen how Englisch customers behaved. In his opinion, the parents were too permissive with their children, allowing them to do and say whatever they wanted.

“Then what is it? Being Englisch isn’t contagious, you know!”

Martha was so shrewd about his bias that Seth had to try a different approach. “You told me the attorney said she only has to stay here for two months. After that, she’ll move on.”

“Which is exactly why you should hire her.” Martha was really digging her heels in about this. “It’s only a little over two months until school lets out and then there will be three or four meed vying for the opportunity to earn money taking care of the buwe.”

“That’s right. It’s only a couple more months. We can manage until then,” Seth insisted. He supposed if worse came to worst and Martha really couldn’t handle the boys at home, he could take them to work with him.

“The sooner you get someone to watch the kinner, the sooner you’ll have an opportunity to visit the matchmaker and begin courting. You won’t have to stay home every night in order to give me a break from minding the buwe.”

Clearly Martha was appealing to Seth’s expressed desire to remarry. It had been four years since Eleanor died in childbirth and he was ready to consider courting again.

“I’ve waited this long. A couple more months isn’t going to make a big difference,” Seth replied, but his resolve was wavering.

Martha pointed to the window. “Listen to how much fun they’re having out there.”

Seth glanced out at them. Just then Trina attempted to hurdle the puddle, but Timothy stepped into her path. Trying to avoid him, she veered and lost her footing upon landing. She fell backward, splintering the puddle’s thin layer of ice and landing on Tanner, who hadn’t given her enough time to clear it before he jumped over it, too. Seth charged out of the house and down the steps. By then the boys had untangled their legs and arms from Trina’s and they were pulling on her hands. Instead of helping her up they were stretching her forward and she struggled to rise.

“Stop that!” he yelled as he noticed Trina’s leg was bent awkwardly beneath her. The boys immediately released Trina’s hands and she dropped backward into the puddle again.

* * *

Thudding onto her backside in the mud a second time, Trina got the wind knocked out of her. Before she had a chance to catch her breath or unfold her leg, Seth slid one arm under her knees, wrapped the other around her waist and swooped her up. As he carried her to the porch, Trina’s cheek brushed against his woolen overcoat and she closed her eyes. Never had she felt so cared for by a man and she was overwhelmed by his chivalrous gesture.

“Are you alright?” he asked after gingerly placing her on the porch steps. He leaned forward and looked into her eyes. His own eyes were gunmetal gray, a few shades paler than his sons’ baby blues but just as big and round. They’d also inherited Seth’s curly blond locks, although his hair was more waves than curls. Wholesome was the clichéd word people used to describe anyone who lived in the countryside, but in Seth’s case, Trina found the adjective to be accurate. Not merely because of his looks, but because of the honest quality of his concern.

“I’m fine, just a little wet,” she replied, embarrassed. She could feel her skirt clinging to her skin.

“I’m sorry,” Timothy said mournfully. “I shouldn’t have stepped in front of you.”

“And I shouldn’t have stepped in back of you,” Tanner chimed in.

The boys looked so pitifully sad Trina forgot about her own discomposure. “It’s nobody’s fault but my own. I’m such a klutz,” she said, rolling her eyes. When the boys didn’t smile, she assured them, “I didn’t break any bones. My skirt got a little dirty, but I’ll wash it and it will be as good as new.”

Seth looked dubious. “It will get clean, but I doubt it will be as gut as new. Abe’s house doesn’t have an Englisch washing machine, you know.”

Now Trina couldn’t tell if he was speaking matter-of-factly or tongue in cheek. “I’m familiar with Amish wringers,” she replied. She was familiar with them in the sense that her mother had described how they worked—Trina hadn’t actually used one herself.

“Even so—” Seth started to say, but he was interrupted by a muted cry from inside the house.

“Fire! Help! Help!” It was Martha.

“Buwe, stay here!” Seth commanded. He vaulted past Trina and was up the stairs in two strides.

Chasing close behind, Trina peered through the smoky room to see Martha doubled over, coughing, as something burned atop the stove. Seth clicked off the burner, grabbed the flaming item by an edge and tossed it into the sink. Then he turned the faucet on full force.

While he was dousing the flame, Trina led Martha out of the house.

“Groossmammi, are you okay?” Tanner asked. The crease between his eyebrows made him appear like a wizened old man.

Martha nodded but she was still coughing and couldn’t answer. Trina and the boys eased her into a sitting position on the stairs and then Trina darted back into the house to fetch a glass of water.

Seth moved away from the sink. “Looks like my groossmammi started a towel on fire, but I don’t see any other damage. Is she alright?”

“Yes, I think so. She just needs to catch her breath.” Trina filled the glass and they both stepped outside, leaving the door open behind them.

By then, Martha was no longer gasping. “I spilled water on the stovetop when I was pouring tea, so I tried to dab it up with the towel,” she explained. “I was certain I had turned off the burner first.”

“Neh, you had turned it up,” Seth said.

“Ach! Well, that explains how the tea towel caught fire.” Martha’s eyes were watering and Trina didn’t know if she was crying or recovering from the sting of the smoky air. Suddenly Martha seemed tiny and frail as she prayed aloud, “Denki, Lord, for keeping us safe.”

“It’s cold out here and you’re trembling,” Trina noticed. “Please come back inside and we’ll have that tea now.”

“Alright,” Martha agreed. “Seth, kumme get the woodstove started, please.”

Trina took Martha by the arm and assisted her up the stairs and into the parlor. She expected the others to come in, too, but when she returned to the kitchen to retrieve the tea, she heard Seth on the porch warning the boys not to leave the front yard or go near the puddle.

“They’re probably cold, too. They should come in,” she said from the doorway.

“Neh, their boots are muddy.” Seth waved his hand. “They’re fine outside. Here in Willow Creek, we believe fresh air is gut for kinner.”

Once again Trina wasn’t sure what he meant by his remark. She replied, “We believe fresh air is good for children in Philadelphia, too.”

“Jah, but there’s less of it in Philadelphia than there is here, so our kinner can stay outside longer.” Seth grinned widely at her before he began filling his arms with logs from the woodpile stacked next to the porch stairs, and since she didn’t disagree, Trina chuckled, too.

As she and Martha were sipping tea and Seth was lighting the fire, the older woman said, “Imagine what would have happened if you weren’t here!”

Seth stood up from where he’d been kneeling in front of the woodstove and brushed his hands against his pants. His grandmother had a valid point and he knew she was waiting for him to acknowledge defeat. “Okay, okay, you win,” he said to Martha.

Trina glanced at Martha and then at him, curious.

“I, uh, well, we wanted to ask if you’d be available to watch the buwe while you’re in Willow Creek,” he stuttered. “As a job, I mean. You’d be paid.”

“You could watch them at our house, so I could help and we’d get to know each other better,” Martha added, beaming again.

Trina hesitated. Although the will stipulated she had to live in Willow Creek, she hadn’t intended to become very involved with the Amish—or the Englisch, for that matter—during her residence. She’d planned to mostly keep to herself. But the boys were well behaved and fun, and after today’s incident she hated to think of Martha trying to manage them on her own. Still, she had her misgivings about Seth. He wasn’t as strict as she imagined an Amish father might be, based on her mother’s depiction of Abe, yet there was something about his attitude toward her that gave her pause. She couldn’t discern whether his comments were meant to be comical or condescending. But Martha had been so helpful to Trina’s mother that it would almost be like honoring her mother’s memory to show Timothy and Tanner the same kind of care. And she did need the money...

“I’m only going to be here for a couple of months,” she warned. As soon as her two months were up and she sold the house, she was moving back to the city.

Seth replied, “That’s all the time we’ll need your help. After school lets out in late May, we’ll hire one of the graduating meed to help. But right now, no one else is available to watch them.”

“Okay, it’s a deal,” Trina said, but this time she didn’t hold her hand out to shake on it. She was already catching on to Willow Creek’s Amish traditions.

* * *

Martha leaned on Seth’s arm, slowly shambling across the barren ground to their house while the boys galloped ahead. If he didn’t know better, he’d have suspected his grandmother deliberately started the fire to scare him into asking Trina to mind the boys.

“Why are you moping?” Martha asked him.

“I’m not moping. I’m thinking.”

“When you’re thinking with a frown on your face, I call that moping.”

Seth laughed. “I hope I made the right decision by asking Trina to watch after the buwe.”

“Pah!” Martha sputtered dismissively. “It’s not as if you’ve asked her to marry you, Seth. If things don’t work out, you can tell her as much. But I think they will. If she’s anything like her lovely mamm was as a maedel, you won’t find a better woman to care for the kinner.”

Seth bit his tongue so he wouldn’t ask the obvious question: if Trina’s mamm was so lovely, why did she go Englisch? Nor did he say that the best woman to care for the kinner was their mamm.

Eleanor’s pregnancy had been an easy one, especially considering she was pregnant with twins, so when she’d passed away during childbirth, it had come as a shock to Seth. Eleanor, however, had seemed to have a sense of foreboding about her delivery.

Once, shortly before the boys were born, she’d whispered to Seth as they cuddled on the sofa, “If anything happens to me, please choose a wife who will take gut care of the bobblin.”

“If anything happens to you, I’m going to look for a wife who doesn’t burn the meatloaf. Or chide me when I track mud across the kitchen floor. Or say lecherich things,” Seth joked, trying to make light of her sentiment.

Usually she played along with Seth’s teasing, but this time Eleanor had scolded, “Seth, I’m serious.” She’d rubbed her rotund stomach counterclockwise, repeating, “Marry someone who will take gut care of the kinner.”

Although Seth knew it was irrational, he often wondered if he had taken Eleanor’s sentiment seriously, could he have alerted the midwife to her concern and somehow prevented her death? He felt guilty for not paying closer attention to what Eleanor had said, especially since she’d ordinarily been such a calm and practical woman.

In fact, it was her practicality that had made Seth decide to court and marry her. The pair had been friends since they were children and Eleanor was sensible, forthright and humble. While the love they shared was more comfortable than ardent, it had been rich and deep. No, Seth couldn’t claim he and Eleanor had ever “fallen in love,” like Freeman had with Kristine, but look at all the hurt that kind of love had caused his family. Passionate emotional attachment wasn’t important to Seth; compatibility, commitment and common sense were. He and Eleanor had found those qualities in each other and their marriage had been a strong and happy one.

With Martha caring for the boys after Eleanor’s death, Seth felt little need to remarry at all, which was why he hadn’t courted anyone in the over four years since Timothy and Tanner were born. But now, given his groossmammi’s declining vision, he understood the wisdom in Eleanor’s request. The boys needed someone to care for them. Not just a teenage maedel and certainly not just an Englischer for a few months. They needed a permanent mother figure.

As Martha tottered along beside him, Seth figured maybe his grandmother was right; now that Trina would be watching the boys he’d have more time to work on finding a wife. Meanwhile, he hoped Trina’s Englisch ways wouldn’t unduly influence his sons. Seth was going to have to keep a close eye on her.

The prospect should have troubled him more than it did. Maybe he’d let his guard down because Martha had taken an instant liking to Trina, but Seth was oddly amused by the skinny woman with mischievous eyes and a musical voice, and he rather enjoyed trying to get a rise out of her. How much influence could she have on his family in two months anyway?

Chapter Two

After Seth and Martha left, Trina washed the cups and began unpacking her suitcase. It didn’t take long. By the time she moved out of her apartment, she’d either sold or given away nearly all of her belongings and she only had a few outfits that were suitable to wear in Amish country. It wouldn’t be appropriate to dress like the Amish, but out of respect for the people she was living among she decided she’d wear dresses or skirts instead of slacks or jeans. Unfortunately, she only owned one dress and three skirts—one of which was now very dirty.

The only nonclothing items she’d brought were a framed photograph and her cell phone and solar battery charger. The photo was of her and her mother and it had been taken on a beach when they went to Cape Cod for a rare week of vacation the summer before Patience got sick. Trina had other photos saved digitally, but it was this printed one she cherished the most. In it, they were both smiling, healthy and tan, and their cheeks touched as they leaned together in a sideways embrace. One rainy afternoon as Trina and her mother strolled through the art galleries, admiring the paintings and sculptures they couldn’t afford, they’d come across an ornate picture frame. Handmade from small pieces of aqua, green and blue sea glass the artist found on the bayside, the frame reminded Trina of the ocean itself. That Christmas, Trina’s mother presented her with the frame as a gift. Trina never knew how she managed to pay for it or sneak away to buy it, but combined with the photo it held, it was Trina’s one and only prized possession.

She considered keeping the photo on the dresser in her room, so it could be the first thing she saw when she awoke, but then she decided she wanted to put it in a more visible area, somewhere she could see it all the time and draw strength from the memory. She carried it into the parlor and placed it prominently on the end table next to the sofa.

Then she considered where to store her cell phone. It wasn’t as if she’d be receiving any calls. Trina had moved to a new suburb shortly before her mother was diagnosed with cancer. She was acquainted with other teachers there but she hadn’t begun to make friends. And the church she attended was so big no one there was likely to notice her absence. Yet, knowing she’d probably need to be in touch with a realtor as well as the estate attorney her grandfather hired, Trina had purchased a solar panel charger to power her phone. She decided to set it up on the windowsill in Abe’s old bedroom, where it would get plenty of sunshine but be out of her way.

Exhausted from cleaning her apartment, packing up and traveling, Trina changed into her nightgown. She slipped beneath the quilt, which smelled of fresh winter air—Martha must have hung it on the clothesline—and shut her eyes, thinking of how protected she felt when Seth carried her to the porch. Within minutes she drifted into a deep slumber for the first time in over a year.

She woke to a banging on the door. Disoriented, she blinked several times at her surroundings. It was morning. She was in Willow Creek. The fire must have died out because the floor made her feet ache with cold. She wrapped the quilt around her shoulders and shuffled to the door. Peeking out the window, she saw Seth pacing back and forth. Oh no! I was supposed to be at his house by seven forty-five so he could review the rules for the children with me.

“It’s eight o’clock,” Seth said in greeting. “Look at you, you’re not even dressed yet.”

Trina pulled her quilt tighter around her shoulders. She understood the Amish didn’t place a high value on physical appearance, except for tidiness and modesty. She could only imagine how rumpled she appeared. “I’m so sorry. I must have overslept.”

“I thought you Englischers relied on alarm clocks.”

Rankled, she cracked, “I figured the Amish rooster would wake me.”

Something resembling a grin crinkled the skin around Seth’s eyes, but he didn’t allow it to move to his lips. “Just kumme to my house as soon as you can.”

She pulled on her clothes, brushed her hair into a ponytail and quickly scrubbed her teeth before running across the yard. When she arrived, she apologized again. “I really am sorry I’m late. I didn’t mean to oversleep.”

Seth seemed less cantankerous now. “It’s alright. Fresh air can tucker a person out.” There it was again; the kind of comment that made her wonder if he was joking or not.

“Guder mariye, Trina,” Martha said as she entered the room, her hands extended in front of her so as not to bump into anything. It seemed she only used her cane outdoors. Timothy and Tanner scooted around their grandmother, calling out their greetings, as well. Their curls bounced as they hopped up and down, unable to contain their excitement.

“Guder mariye,” Trina replied to the three of them.

“We’re going to show you the creek today,” Tanner announced.

“Neh, I don’t want you by the creek,” Seth contradicted. “It’s too dangerous. The current is too strong.”

The boys looked crestfallen but they didn’t argue. Didn’t they tell Trina they’d been to the creek just yesterday? It hadn’t rained, so the water couldn’t be any deeper. Then she realized Seth must not trust her with the children yet. She understood. In time, he’d change his mind.

“I’m sure we’ll do something else that’s just as interesting,” Trina said.

“Jah, so will you and I,” Martha chimed in. “When they take a nap, you can look through my fabric to choose what you want to make a new skirt since yours became stained yesterday.”

Trina appreciated the offer, but she had no idea how to make a skirt. “Oh, that’s alright. The stain will come out. My skirt is still wearable.”

“With the way you’ll be running after the buwe, it won’t hurt to have an extra one,” Martha said. “If it’s the material you’re worried about, don’t be concerned. I have an assortment of colors. Blue, green, even burgundy. I haven’t been able to see well enough to sew for ages. It will be gut to know the fabric isn’t going to waste.”

“I don’t think it’s the color of the fabric she’s worried about, Groossmammi,” Seth quietly pointed out. “The Englisch don’t sew like we do.”

Trina bristled. Why did Seth constantly call attention to how different the Englisch were from the Amish? “Don’t be lecherich. Plenty of Englischers sew their own clothes.” She used a couple of Deitsch words to emphasize she wasn’t completely unaware of Amish culture.

“And you’re one of them?” Seth pressed.

Trina felt her cheeks burning. Her mother had tried to teach her to sew, but Trina never had the inclination. “Yes, I can sew my own clothes. I can hem them, anyway.”

Seth snorted. “It’s not the same thing.”

“Just how much do you know about sewing clothes?” Martha chastised him. “As fine as your leather stitching is, I have yet to see you make your own britches, my dear bu.”

Trina’s gratitude for the woman surged. It was obvious Seth wouldn’t contend with Martha. He set his hat on his head and buttoned his wool coat.

“The buwe’s chore for the day is to rid the front yard of sticks,” he instructed Trina. “And they must lie down for an hour in the afternoon, whether they sleep or not.”

“Don’t worry,” Martha said, answering for Trina. “I’ll fill Trina in on everything she needs to know. Now, since you were so worried about being late, you’d better skedaddle.”

After the door closed behind Seth, Trina released her breath. In her experience as a teacher, the parents were often more difficult to manage than the preschoolers were. I should tell Seth that’s one way the Englisch and the Amish are alike, she thought, chuckling to herself.

* * *

Because Seth was in a hurry, he’d forgotten to put on his gloves so he blew on his fingers as he walked to town. He could have taken the buggy, but that would have meant leaving his shop several times a day to make sure the horse was watered, fed and dry—and it looked like rain. Or snow. It was difficult to tell at this time of year.

Besides, he liked the walk and the shop was only about a mile and a half away. He used the time to mentally prepare for work and ask the Lord to guide him in his interactions with the customers, especially the Englisch ones. When Seth moved from Ohio to Willow Creek, all the stores on Main Street were taken. He’d made it his goal to one day open a shop there, because that’s where most of the Englisch customers and tourists came through town. While he had a healthy business selling harnesses and other horse leatherworks to the Amish, the Englisch had little need for such items. Instead, they wanted custom-designed purses, belts and wallets, and they wanted them at their convenience.

Since the workshop at his home was slightly off the beaten path, Seth had recognized that, in order to increase business, he had to meet his customers’ needs—or their preferences—and he watched and waited for one of the Amish business owners to relinquish their prime real estate on Main Street. When one of the bigger spaces recently opened up, Seth jumped at the chance to lease it. It was a stretch for him financially, but the space was so big it allowed him to have a workshop in the back in addition to the storefront where he could display and sell his wares. He figured in time the sales would be worth the initial investment.

Now that I’m paying Trina to watch the buwe, I’ll have an added expense I hadn’t counted on until school lets out, he thought.

As he contemplated his sons’ care, Seth asked the Lord to watch over Trina as she cared for the boys. Once again he second-guessed his decision to hire her. Martha seemed to think highly of Trina, but then, his grandmother had an unusual gift for making people feel welcome and needed—that’s how Seth felt when he moved in with the boys, who were only newborns at the time. What would he have done without Martha’s help? He supposed the least he could do now was make more of an effort to show a modicum of hospitality toward Trina, since Martha had shown an abundance toward him.

He was so lost in thought that when he arrived at his shop, he was startled to find three Englisch women standing on the doorstep, peeking through the window into the store. In his experience, the Englisch customers tended to be more impatient than the Amish. It seemed to him Englischers were often in a rush and they expected others to be in a rush, too, whereas Seth felt if he couldn’t do a job both quickly and well, he’d rather do it well than quickly.

“We were afraid you were closed for the day!” one of them said.

“Neh, just for the first ten minutes,” Seth replied with a grin as he keyed into the shop. He found humor often kept him from becoming too stressed and his customers appreciated it, too. Especially the Englisch ones, who often seemed taken aback initially, as if they were under the impression the Amish were humorless dullards. But they usually ended up smiling back.

Sure enough, the women giggled as Seth held the door open for them. Soon after, a few more customers trickled in. Seth noticed one of them discreetly lifting a cell phone and he knew he was being photographed. He had half a mind to post a sign forbidding cell phones and cameras in the store, but he decided if people weren’t going to voluntarily respect his beliefs and privacy, it was useless to try to make them do so.

By the end of the day he was relieved to walk home and when he went through the door, the boys bounded into the kitchen to greet him as they usually did.

“Guess what, Daed,” Tanner said. “Trina taught us an Englisch song.”

“And we had lots and lots of vegetation for dinner,” Timothy claimed.

“You mean vegetables,” Seth corrected him.

“Neh, it was vegetation.”

Just then Trina entered the room and said above the boys’ heads, “Hungerich bucks need a lot of vegetation to stay strong.”

Ah, so that was it. Seth had to smile. He and Martha had a difficult time getting the boys to eat any vegetables except potatoes and corn. If Trina had been able to get the boys to eat more greens by appealing to their interest in animals, that was terrific. But he drew the line at teaching them Englisch songs.

“Buwe, please go into the other room while I talk to Trina,” he said. After they scampered away, he asked Trina how her day went.

“It was gut,” she said. He noticed she was using Deitsch words more frequently already. “The buwe picked up the sticks in the front yard and half the sticks on the west side of the house, too. They sure have a lot of energy.”

Seth nodded before getting to the point. “They said you taught them an Englisch song. May I hear it?”

He saw a look of confusion pass over Trina’s face before her cheeks broke into a blush. He regretted embarrassing her, but he had to be sure the boys weren’t being taught songs about superheroes or other ideas that were contrary to Amish beliefs.

“It’s more like a poem than a song. At least it was the way I presented it,” she said and her usually mellifluous voice was marked with defiance.

“All the same, I’d like to hear it.”

Trina exhaled audibly and then began, “One, two, buckle my shoe...” She continued reciting the verse until she got to the number ten, at which point she said, “That’s as high as we went. I was trying to teach them how to count while they were doing yard work.”

“I see,” Seth said. He’d been taught that same verse as a child and he felt as foolish as he’d obviously made Trina feel. Still, he wasn’t sorry he asked her to tell him how the song went. “We didn’t have time this morning to discuss what kinds of activities are appropriate for Amish kinner, so I just wanted to be sure—”

“There you are, Seth,” Martha interrupted from the doorway. “It smells like supper is about ready, isn’t it, Trina?”

Trina peeked inside the oven. “Jah, it’s bubbling,” she confirmed, removing the pan from the rack and setting the chicken-and-cheese casserole on a hot pad on the table. “You should let it cool a bit before you eat it. And don’t forget the asparagus. It’s steaming on the back burner.”

“I thought you were going to stay for supper. You know we made plenty,” Martha said.

So much for demonstrating hospitality; Seth knew he was the reason Trina changed her mind about supping with them. “Jah¸ you should stay,” he echoed.

“Denki, but I need to be on my way. I’ll arrive a few minutes early tomorrow, Seth, so we’ll have plenty of time to review your list of restrictions about the kinner with me.”

“There’s no list,” he mumbled feebly, but Trina didn’t seem to hear as she zipped her jacket. Unfortunately, Martha was listening intently, and from the look on her face, Seth was going to get an earful about his attitude tonight after the boys were in bed.

* * *

Completely humiliated, Trina slinked home. After spending most of the morning and afternoon outside with the boys, her appetite was raging in a way she hadn’t experienced since before her mother took ill. But there’d been no way she was going to sit down at a table with that smug, controlling Seth Helmuth. She respected that Amish people abided by their church’s Ordnung, and without knowing what it said herself, it was possible she might have accidentally violated one of its precepts. But she’d felt like a criminal when Seth demanded she recite the song like that. She hoped he felt utterly ridiculous when he heard how it went!

In the kitchen, she removed her jacket and hung it on the peg beside the door. Almost immediately she took it back down and put it on again. It was freezing in there. Now she was cold as well as hungry. How was she going to go grocery shopping? The stores within walking distance closed by the time Seth returned home and she didn’t have a car. What was she going to subsist on? Water and Willow Creek’s superior fresh air?

She went into the parlor and lit a fire in the woodstove. Then she looked around for her handbag, which contained half a packet of crackers with peanut butter she’d bought at the train station. When she found it, she gobbled a cracker and then brought the rest into the kitchen where she put the kettle on to fix a cup of the tea Martha had left for her. Once the water came to a boil, Trina filled a mug, put the crackers on a plate and sat down next to the woodstove.

Even with her jacket on and the warm cup in her hands, she was shivering, so she retrieved the quilt from her bed and wrapped herself in it before returning to her chair. The silence was punctuated only by the ticking clock and Trina understood why her mother had felt like time stood still in Willow Creek. Trina had only been there two days and it already seemed like a lifetime. It was enough to make her want to pack her bags right then.

Of course, Trina’s mother had had a far more significant reason to leave Willow Creek behind: Abe Kauffman. But as miserable as her mother’s life with Abe had been, she’d rarely spoken against him in detail. Patience had only described how, after her own mother died, her father changed.

“Mind you, he never lifted a hand against me,” she told Trina. “But he wouldn’t lift a hand toward me, either. Not to help me, not to embrace me. He hardly spoke a word to me. It was as if I didn’t exist—as if I had died when my mother did. All that existed was his bottle of beer. So, in a way, I felt as if he’d died, too. At eight years of age, I felt orphaned.”

No wonder her mother had never wanted to return to this house. When Trina was young and used to ask her mother if they could visit Willow Creek, Patience’s face would cloud with sadness as she said no, it was better for everyone if they didn’t. “We’re happy right where we are, aren’t we?” she’d ask Trina, and Trina always answered yes because it was true. As long as they were together, they were happy. Trina sniffed as she realized her mother would never be with her again. Did that mean Trina would never be happy again, either? She knew she couldn’t allow herself to dwell on such thoughts or she’d never make it through her time in Willow Creek, so she prayed the Lord would give her peace and then she went to draw a bath.

But before she reached the washroom, there was a knock at the door. In the kitchen, Trina peered through the door’s glass pane to see Seth holding a plate wrapped in tin foil in one hand and Martha’s basket from yesterday in the other.

“Yes?” she said coldly after opening the door.

“My groossmammi sent these for you,” he replied, lifting the items in her direction.

Since they were from Martha, Trina couldn’t refuse them. “Please tell her I said denki.” She reached for the plate but Seth held on to the basket, stepping into the kitchen uninvited.

“How’s the mouse situation?” he asked. “Did the trap do the trick?”

“I don’t know. I haven’t checked.”

He set the basket on the table, crossed the room and pried the cupboard open. To Trina’s relief, he announced, “Neh, nothing yet.” Then he closed the cupboard and rubbed his arms. “Seems a little cold in here. I can show you how to get a gut fire roaring if you’d like.”

Trina didn’t know why he was suddenly being so congenial, but she wished he’d leave. Not just because she was still miffed, but because the aroma of the meal he brought was making her feel even more famished and she could hardly wait to eat. “Actually, I’m rather warm,” she said, tossing her ponytail.

“I imagine you are,” Seth replied, his lips twitching. “Wearing a quilt has that effect on people.”

Trina rolled her eyes and shrugged the quilt from her shoulders. She folded it into a misshapen square, which she held in front of her stomach to muffle the growling sound it was making. “I suppose I could add another log to the fire.”

“I’ll grab a couple more from outside, since the bin in the parlor is probably low,” Seth volunteered and exited the house before Trina could object.

As soon as he left, Trina lifted an edge of the tinfoil from the plate and dug into the casserole with a fork. When Seth returned, her mouth was full, but she mumbled, “Denki for bringing those in, but I’ve gone camping before, so I’m capable of stoking the fire myself.”

“Is that what you think being Amish means? It’s like going camping?”

Why was he suddenly defensive again? “No, that’s what I think lighting a fire is like,” Trina clarified after swallowing. “If you’ve built one outside, you can build one inside.”

“Actually, that’s not necessarily true. Kumme, let me show you.”

She reluctantly put her supper down and went into the parlor with him.

“Ah,” he said when he opened the door to the woodstove. “Look at this.”

Trina crouched down beside him. She watched his hands gesturing as he spoke, oddly aware those were the same strong hands that had lifted her the day before.

“You’ve done alright with the kindling, but you’ve piled the logs too tightly together,” he explained, not unkindly. “There needs to be a little room between them for the oxygen to get through. Otherwise, the logs won’t take and the flame will burn out like it has now. It’s better if you stack them like this.”

As she listened to him, it occurred to Trina he would make a good teacher. She glanced sideways at his face, noticing the reddish undertone to his short beard. She wondered if it would feel like his wool coat had felt against her cheek. Suddenly her skin burned and she knew she couldn’t attribute its warmth to the fire now crackling in the stove.

“Denki,” she said, standing up.

Seth rose, too, saying, “I want to apologize if I embarrassed you when I asked you to tell me the song you taught the buwe.”

If Trina’s face hadn’t felt hot before, it would have now under Seth’s earnest gaze. “It’s alright,” she conceded, and suddenly, it was.

She realized if a virtual stranger—especially one who had traditions that were different from her own—came to watch her children, she’d give them guidelines about what the kids could and couldn’t do. In fact, when she used to babysit as a teenager, parents always told her what the house rules were. It wasn’t personal, she’d just taken it that way because of Seth’s comments about her being Englisch. But maybe she was the one who was being defensive because he was Amish, instead of vice versa. Or maybe it was a little of both.

“I respect the way you’re raising your kinner and I want to instruct the buwe according to your guidelines,” she said. “Do you have a few minutes to talk about that now?”

“Jah.” Seth grinned, and his jawline visibly softened as he sank into the sofa.

First, Trina hoped she put Seth’s mind at ease by telling him she shared his strong Christian faith. Then they briefly discussed his expectations of the boys as well as their interests and the activities they were forbidden to do. Nothing Seth mentioned seemed unduly prohibitive or out of the ordinary to Trina, but she was glad they’d had the discussion anyway.

“I’ll see you tomorrow morning, then?” Seth confirmed as he was leaving.

Did Trina catch a note of uncertainty in his voice? “Jah, I’ll be there bright and early at seven forty-five,” she assured him.

“Then I’ll be sure to set the rooster for six forty-five,” he said over his shoulder before closing the door, and Trina laughed in spite of herself.

Her supper had cooled but she didn’t care. The casserole was so delicious she couldn’t believe she’d made it herself—well, with advice from Martha. Trina never had much interest in cooking, aside from a few traditional Amish desserts her mother taught her to make. Usually by the time she returned home from work she was so hungry and worn out she would just to throw a meal into the microwave.

She was pleased to see the basket contained eggs, milk and half a loaf of bread. Martha was as thoughtful and generous as Trina’s mother had said she was. Her tummy full, Trina washed the dishes and before she got ready for bed, she retrieved her cell phone and set its alarm. She didn’t want to be late again, especially now that she and Seth were on better terms with each other.

* * *

Once he’d cleared the air with Trina, Seth felt more comfortable having her mind the boys, who relished their time with her. Each evening when he came to the door, they regaled him with anecdotes about the adventures they’d had with her during the day. And although his grandmother had always been lively, she seemed even sprightlier now. Seth couldn’t tell whether that was because Trina had taken over the boy’s care, or because Martha enjoyed having the company of another woman, but he was pleased the arrangement was off to a good start.

On Saturday he woke to the racket of raindrops pummeling the rooftop and he eased out of bed. After milking the cow, he collected eggs from the henhouse. Usually this was Tanner and Timothy’s responsibility, but it was raining too hard to allow them to go outside.

When Seth returned to the house, Tanner was standing in the kitchen, knuckling his eyes sleepily. “Daed, is it time for Trina to kumme yet?”

“She doesn’t kumme until you and your brother have changed into your clothes, eaten your breakfast and brushed your teeth. I already collected the oier because it’s raining and I don’t want you to go outside today unless it stops.”

“We’re teaching Trina how to collect oier, too, but she’s afraid to put her hand in the coop. She thinks the hinkel will peck her. Groossmammi told us it isn’t kind to laugh at her so we never do,” Tanner reported solemnly. Then he corrected himself, admitting, “We did laugh the first time, Daed. But we never do anymore. Not even when she’s scared and she jumps like this.”

Tanner’s imitation of Trina’s jitters reminded Seth of how she’d flinched when he opened the cupboard to check for the mouse, and he suppressed a chuckle. “Groossmammi is right. It isn’t kind to laugh at Trina. Most Englischers buy their eggs in a store, but in time she’ll learn how to collect oier from the henhouse. Now go wake your brother.”

Tanner obediently thumped back upstairs. Meanwhile, Martha shuffled into the room. Anticipating her question, Seth said, “Guder mariye, Groossmammi. I haven’t made kaffi yet but I’ll get it started as soon as I put these oier in the pot to boil.”

“Denki, but I can fix breakfast for us.” Martha removed a pot from the cupboard. With her back to him, she added, “Don’t stand there watching me. I still know my way around a pot of oier. I only had an accident the other day because I wasn’t used to Abe’s stove.”

Seth left the room to wash his hands, returning a few minutes later with Timothy and Tanner. After breakfast Martha served coffee while the boys went to brush their teeth.

Seth took a long pull from his mug and then said, “I probably won’t be home until around suppertime tonight.”

“Why not? You don’t keep the shop open past two o’clock on Saturdays during winter.”

Even though his grandmother knew he intended to eventually visit a matchmaker in the neighboring Elmsville district, Seth felt embarrassed to remind her about it now. “I, uh, I’m going to see Belinda Imhoff this afternoon.”

Martha stopped sipping her coffee. “Ah, I see. Then I guess we’ll have to do our shopping at the Englisch market tonight instead of the one on Main Street this afternoon.”

“If you write out a list for me, I can pick up what you need before I set off to Elmsville. It’s chilly enough that the perishables will keep in the buggy until I get home.”

“Neh, I’d rather go. It will get me out of the house. Besides, Trina will need to kumme shopping, too.”

“Trina? With us?” Seth questioned.

“Jah. In case you haven’t noticed, she doesn’t have a car and it wouldn’t do her any gut to walk to the market in town, since it’s closed by the time you return in the evenings. I don’t know how she has any stamina to keep up with the boys. I try to get her to eat more at dinnertime, but she refuses. I think she feels as if she should bring her own dinner, which is lecherich.”

“Neh, I doubt that’s it. She’s probably just on a diet. You know how the Englisch are.”

“I know how people are. Englisch or Amish, they need food in their houses.”

Seth pulled on his beard. As grateful as he was for Trina’s help, he worried about the boys becoming confused about her role in their lives. This was only a temporary employment situation. If Martha kept treating Trina like one of the family, it could lead to disappointment for Timothy and Tanner once she left.

“I don’t think it’s a gut idea for her to accompany us to the market,” he said.

“Jah, you’re right.” Martha gave in so easily it surprised Seth—until she proposed, “She’d probably prefer going to the market alone anyway. So, instead of going to see Belinda Imhoff this afternoon, perhaps you could kumme home and teach Trina how to hitch the buggy and handle the horse. That way, she’ll be all set to go to the market on her own during the day on Monday. I’ll watch the kinner while she’s gone. If they’re napping, it shouldn’t be a problem.”

Seth shook his head incredulously. “Neh. She’s not going to use my horse and buggy any more than I’d drive her car.”

“Gut. Then you’ll put off going to Elmsville this afternoon so we can all make it to the market in town before it closes,” Martha stated as if it were a done deed.

Although frustrated, Seth knew he couldn’t compete with his grandmother’s cunning logic. “Alright. She can accompany us to the Englisch store in Highland Springs tonight.”

His grandmother smiled in his direction. “The buwe will be delighted.”

On that note, Timothy and Tanner scrambled into the room, dragged a chair to the window and climbed atop it together to watch for Trina.

“There she is,” shouted Timothy. They got down and ran to open the door.

“Hurry, Trina. It’s raining!” Tanner called, as if she wasn’t aware.

“Guder mariye,” she sang out, shaking raindrops from her long hair after she hung up her jacket. “What a wunderbaar day.”

“You’re joking now but wait until you’ve been shut indoors all day,” Seth said. “I don’t want the buwe going outside. Do you hear me, Timothy and Tanner?”

“Jah, Daed,” they chorused.

“That’s alright. We’re going to play a rainy-day animal game inside. It’s called Noah’s Ark,” Trina promised and the boys capered in circles around her. Turning to Seth she added, “If I remember correctly, Bible stories are permitted, jah?”

Seth’s ears and forehead stung. She was being cheeky, but it didn’t feel offensive like the brazen remarks some of his Englisch customers made. “Of course Bible stories are allowed, provided they’re in German, since that’s the language our Bibles are printed in and the language our preachers speak when they’re delivering a sermon.”

“Naturlich werde ich sprechen Deutsche.” In German Trina said of course she’d speak in German. Seth had only meant to be facetious. He didn’t realize she actually knew the language. Once again, he felt his face flush.

But his ultimate embarrassment came when his grandmother bid him goodbye. “Mach’s gut, Seth. I hope your meeting with the matchmaker goes well. We’ll have supper on the table and you can tell us all about it tonight!”

The youth in Willow Creek usually made a rigorous effort to keep their courtships private, even from their family members. Since Seth had already been married once, he didn’t exercise the same level of discretion about courtship when speaking with his grandmother now as he would have when he was younger. Still, he was thoroughly abashed to have her announce his intention of going to a matchmaker in front of Trina. Realizing his humiliation wasn’t so much because Trina was Englisch as it was because she was a woman, he couldn’t get out of the house fast enough.

Chapter Three

Trina felt sorry for Seth. He clearly was embarrassed that Martha had said anything about him going to a matchmaker, especially in front of her. But the boys clamored for Trina’s attention and she turned her focus to them.

“How do we play Noah’s Ark?” Timothy asked.

“We start by reading Noah’s story in the Bible,” Trina told them. They sat on the braided rug in front of the woodstove while Trina read to them from the book of Genesis and Martha listened from her spot in the rocking chair. When Trina finished the passage, she instructed the boys to go into the hall and agree on an animal to imitate. When Trina called them into the room, which they were pretending was an ark, they were to enter as a pair, miming their chosen animal. If Trina guessed what they were, they’d go back into the hall and return as a different pair of animals. The boys loved the game and Trina and Martha were entertained by their imitations.

“You have such a way with kinner,” Martha later complimented her as she and Trina were preparing dinner together.

“Denki.” Trina placed the bread Martha had coached her to make on the cutting board.

“You’ll make a wunderbaar mamm someday soon, too,” Martha said. “Is there a special man in your life in Philadelphia? Someone you’re...how do the Englisch say it? Dating?”

“Jah,” Trina responded absentmindedly. The bread hadn’t risen as high as she anticipated it would and it seemed tough. “I mean, jah, we call it dating. But neh, I’m not dating anyone.”

Martha clicked her tongue. “Those Englisch men can’t be too smart to let such a kind, bright and becoming maedel like you pass them by.”

Trina laughed. “I don’t meet that many Englisch men. Most of my time is spent at school where there are only two male teachers and both are married. I’ve dated a couple of men I knew from church, but those relationships didn’t last. Besides, I’m not really interested in getting married.” She extended the loaf of bread in Martha’s direction. “Does this feel hard to you?”

Martha took it from her. “Perhaps. The rainy weather probably affected the yeast.”

“Oh, neh. I wanted it to turn out!”

“It’s alright, dear. The buwe won’t mind.”

It wasn’t the boys Trina was worried about; it was Seth. For some reason, she wanted to prove to him she wasn’t the microwaving sort of cook he probably took her for. Even if she was.

After they’d eaten dinner, Martha had intended to tell the boys a story while Trina cleaned up in the kitchen, but the older woman had a koppweh, a headache.

“It’s the light,” she explained. “If there’s a white glare like there is today, it bothers my eyes. If I turn on a lamp at night, I see halos. If I’m out in the sun, my eyes hurt then, too.”

“Would you like an aspirin?” Trina offered.

“I’m afraid we’re out. That was one of the items on my grocery list.”

“I might have some at my house. Let me run over and get them.”

“Can we kumme?” the boys pleaded, but Trina reminded them their father said they couldn’t go out in the rain, so she dashed home by herself.

She quickly searched her toiletry bag, but she hadn’t any bottles of aspirin in it. There was, however, a pair of sunglasses. Maybe they would help. Trina slipped them into her pocket and bounded back to Seth and Martha’s house.

“Oh, that does feel better, dear. Denki,” Martha said after she’d put the lenses on over her own glasses.

“Groossmammi, you look voll schpass.” Of course Tanner would think she looked very funny; he’d probably never seen mirrored lenses before.

“I can see me in your eyes,” Timothy declared. He made a funny face in front of Martha and studied his reflection.

“Buwe, I’d like you to help me in the kitchen. Tanner, you may sweep while Timothy brings the dirty plates to the sink,” Trina instructed. Then she asked Martha if she could get her anything else, but Martha said she was just going to sit there and take a quick catnap.

“Katze don’t nap sitting up. They curl around like this.” Timothy fell to the floor to demonstrate. Chuckling, Trina beckoned him to his feet again.

“Daed says we can’t have katze in the house,” Tanner explained as he followed Trina and Timothy. “Groossmammi’s ’lergic. That means she sneezes when she touches katz fur.”

Trina suddenly understood their fascination with pretending to be animals. “Do you know what makes me sneeze? It starts with the letter S.” She emphasized the S sound.

“Snakes?”

“Skunks?”

“Neh. Soap!” Trina exclaimed as she scooped a handful of dish soap bubbles over the boys’ heads and pretended to sneeze, blowing the bubbles everywhere. Timothy and Tanner whooped and tried to catch them. Despite their exuberance, it was time for their nap, so when they finished cleaning the kitchen, Trina tucked them into their beds and returned to the parlor where Martha was rummaging through a bag of fabric.

“I thought you were going to rest,” Trina commented.

“I did. Now let’s get you started on making a new skirt.”

Martha instructed Trina how to take her measurements and began guiding her through creating a pattern. Trina made so many erasures she figured that even though Martha’s vision was impaired the older woman could do a better job of it.

“It’s alright. Take your time,” Martha said the fourth time Trina botched her penciling. As Trina erased the markings, Martha hummed, but it wasn’t a hymn from the Ausbund.

“My mamm taught me that one,” Trina said and sang a few lines. “She usually hummed or sang while she was sewing. Did she learn to do that from you?”

Martha smiled. “More likely, I learned to do that from her. Sometimes when Patience used to kumme over, we’d sit here sewing together. If we weren’t talking, she was always humming or singing. At the time, my husband, Jacob, thought it was because she was so happy.”

Trina stopped erasing. “But you knew that wasn’t the reason,” she said quietly, knowing the answer.

“Jah, I knew it wasn’t the reason.” Martha nodded. “I knew it was because she couldn’t stand the silence in her house. Singing or humming was her way of keeping herself company.”

A fat tear plopped onto the paper Trina was bending over. She was simultaneously relieved her mother had had someone like Martha in her life who understood her so well, yet saddened to be reminded of her mother’s loneliness as a child. She might have started crying in earnest if Timothy and Tanner hadn’t clomped into the room at just that moment.

Martha decided to lie down while Trina accompanied the boys to the basement. Largely empty, the room served as an ideal place for them to ride their bicycles—with training wheels attached—during inclement weather, but Trina liked to be present to make sure they didn’t pedal too fast, since the floor was cement and she didn’t want them getting hurt.

Much to Trina’s relief, it was soon time to make supper. Seth had been right; after a full day of rain, she did feel cooped up. Also, although she’d never especially liked the constant noise and bustle of the city, she’d become accustomed to it, so it seemed strange not to see any people other than the Helmuth family for an entire week. Itching to get out and go shopping, she was eager for Seth to return. Admittedly, she was also curious about his trip to the matchmaker, but for his sake Trina hoped Martha wouldn’t ask him about it during supper.

* * *

Seth’s trip to see the matchmaker paid off quicker than he expected. Belinda suggested he consider courting Fannie Jantzi, a widow who lived just over the Elmsville town line. The matchmaker said Fannie was a pet project of hers and Seth didn’t know if that was a good sign or a bad one. But when Belinda told him Fannie could be available the next day, Seth agreed to pick her up at a nearby phone shanty after their separate church services ended. Feeling hopeful, he hurried home to eat supper with Martha, Trina and the boys.

After taking a bite of bread, Seth set it aside on his plate. He had made leather purses that were probably easier to chew. Trina must have baked it. He tried to be discreet, but Tanner noticed he wasn’t eating his slice.

“Daed, you have to tear into the bread with your teeth like this,” he advised, showing what he meant. “Pretend you’re a lion and it’s carrion.”

“That’s enough, Tanner,” Seth scolded, disconcerted. Trina appeared drained tonight as it was; he hoped she wasn’t offended by Tanner’s remark but he couldn’t tell because she dipped her chin toward her chest. Then he noticed her shoulders shaking a little. Was she crying over such a small thing? But when she glanced up and swallowed a drink of water, he could see she was fighting laughter. He had to give it to her; she was awfully good-natured.

“Look, Daed, you can see two of yourselves in Groossmammi’s eyes,” Timothy pointed out, waving to his reflection in Martha’s glasses.

“Put your hand down and eat your vegetation.” Seth had meant to say vegetables but he subconsciously adopted Trina’s word choice. He’d been thinking about how he’d have to pick up a pair of less conspicuous sunglasses for Martha tonight. He was embarrassed he hadn’t thought of buying her a pair earlier, but she’d never complained about the lighting before. Or was it that he’d never thought to ask? Once again, he was thankful for Trina’s attentiveness to his family.

After they ate, Martha and Trina quickly cleared the table and washed the dishes while Seth and the boys hitched the horse and brought the buggy up the lane.

“I’ll sit in the back with the buwe and Trina can sit up front with you,” Martha said.

Inwardly Seth groaned. It would be difficult to conduct a conversation between the front and back seats, and he didn’t know what to converse with Trina about on his own. He hoped the boys would call out their many questions, but instead, Martha engaged Timothy and Tanner in a spirited conversation about sheep shearing that Seth could barely hear from his seat in front.

“This is such fun!” Trina trilled, spreading the blanket Seth had given her over her lap.

Seth chuckled. “It’s a mode of transportation, not a carnival ride.” Uh-oh, did that sound rude? He actually thought her delight was charming, so he quickly added, “It’s probably a big change from driving a car around Philadelphia.”

“I wouldn’t know about that,” Trina said breezily. “I don’t own a car.”

“Then how do you get around? Bus? Train?”

“Sometimes, but mostly I walk. Or ride a bike.”

“In Philadelphia?”

“It’s a city, not the moon,” she said, imitating his tone when he remarked about the buggy not being a carnival ride. Then she teased, “Englischers have feet, too, you know.”

Seth chortled. “Jah, but do Englischers eat carrion for supper?”

Trina giggled. “I promise I didn’t teach them that. I don’t know where they learned it.”

“From me.” When Trina twisted sideways and looked at him in surprise, Seth added, “We see a lot of things when we’re out walking in the countryside. Not all of it is pleasant, but it’s a fact of life.”

“The same might be said for walking in the city,” Trina mumbled. There was a hint of sadness to her dulcet voice.

“Staying in Willow Creek must be a big adjustment for you.”

“In some ways, jah. But my mamm told me so much about it when I was growing up it almost seems like I’ve been here before.”

Now there was no mistaking her melancholy tone. “I’m sorry about your mamm,” he said. “You may know this already, but the first year is the most difficult. The grief never goes away completely, but after a year, it changes. And with more time, it will change again. At least, that’s how it was for me after I lost my Eleanor.”

Ordinarily Seth wouldn’t share such an intimate sentiment with an Englisch woman—or an Amish woman, for that matter. But Trina’s voice carried such a note of fragility, he found himself wanting to comfort her.

“I do take comfort in knowing my mamm is with the Lord, but sometimes I’m unbearably lonely without her.”

That was exactly how Seth felt. “Jah, if there was any consolation for me about Timothy and Tanner, it was that they never knew their mamm, so they didn’t miss her the way I did. Even so, it’s been hard on them not to have a mamm in their life.”

“Oh, I see,” Trina spoke quietly, presumably so the boys and Martha wouldn’t hear her. “So that’s why you visited the matchmaker today—you’re ready to court again?”

Seth didn’t feel comfortable continuing this conversation, but when he didn’t respond, Trina assured him, “There’s no need to be embarrassed. I’ve had friends who’ve tried online dating services and—”

“Ha!” Seth sputtered. “A matchmaker is nothing like an online dating service.”

“How do you know?” Trina challenged. “Have you ever tried an online dating service?”

“Have you ever tried an Amish matchmaker?”

“Neh, but my mamm told me enough about them for me to know they’re not so different from online dating services, especially from dating services that screen people to find out what their values, interests and hopes are. How is that so different from going to a matchmaker?”

“The very fact you call it dating shows the difference,” Seth argued. “Courtships among the Amish are primarily intended to see if a couple is compatible for marriage. Englischers date for social entertainment.”

“That’s true for some Englischers, but not everyone dates casually. Some are very selective and when they enter a romantic relationship, it’s with the hope of eventually marrying.”

Seth didn’t know how the conversation had jumped from talking about buggy rides to courtships and marriage—topics he would have been reluctant to discuss with his closest Amish friends, much less with an Englischer he barely knew. But since she’d been so bold as to ask him about going to the matchmaker, he figured he could venture an inquiry, too. “Don’t tell me, you’re the kind of person who only dates with the intention of marrying?”

“Neh,” Trina answered, the verve suddenly gone from her voice. “But I don’t date for fun, either. I mean, there was someone I thought I’d marry, but...”

“But the dating service made a bad match?” Seth couldn’t resist needling her a final time.

“I didn’t meet him through a dating service.” Trina seemed a million miles away when she said, “But you’re right, he wasn’t a gut match. He broke up with me when my mamm became ill. He said he couldn’t compete with her for my time and affection.”

Seth regretted bringing up such a painful subject. What kind of man wouldn’t support the woman he loved when her mother had cancer? “What a self-centered dummkopf,” he said aloud, answering his own question.

“It’s better I found out sooner rather than later.” Trina sounded genuinely sincere when she added, “But I hope things turn out well for you.”

Trina was quiet the rest of the way to Highland Springs and Seth felt terrible for spoiling what had started out as such a fun excursion for her. Once they arrived at the store, he and Martha took Timothy and Tanner with them, despite the boys’ expressed preference for accompanying Trina. Seth figured she needed time to collect her items in peace, and besides, he didn’t want to mar her evening further by making any more cloddish remarks.

* * *

Trina was relieved when Sunday came; it meant she’d made it through one week in Willow Creek. Only a little more than eight weeks to go until May first. She rose early to attend the nearest Englisch church, which, according to the map on her phone, was two and a half miles away. Since she didn’t have a car and couldn’t afford to hire a taxi to come from Lancaster, she had to walk. On the way, she hummed as she thought about Seth, Martha and the boys traveling to the worship services hosted this week by an Amish family, the Planks.

The sky was overcast with white clouds and Trina hoped the light wasn’t bothering Martha’s eyes. Seth had bought his grandmother a new pair of sunglasses the evening before, but they didn’t fit over Martha’s regular glasses as well as the pair she’d borrowed from Trina. When Trina told Martha she should consider going to an eye doctor and getting prescription sunglasses, Seth said he doubted that was necessary and Martha seemed to agree. Trina was puzzled by this; they didn’t seem excessively frugal, but she supposed they might have considered the expense to be a waste.

Because it was chillier than Trina expected and she hadn’t worn a hat, halfway to church she stopped and let her hair down from its ponytail so it would provide a natural covering for her ears. Fortunately there was no wind as she trod up and down the hilly roads of Willow Creek, but by the time she arrived at the little church and ducked into the women’s room, her nose and cheeks were bright pink, and she felt famished from hiking in the cold. She ran her hands under warm water and then joined the small but friendly congregation. The pastor’s sermon on God’s faithfulness was comforting to her and she especially loved worshipping through song. She hadn’t realized until today how long it had been since she was able to sing in church; ever since her mother died, she was afraid to lift up her voice, in fear she’d begin crying in public. But today she sang as loudly and cheerfully as anyone.

After the service, the elderly couple sitting next to Trina turned to introduce themselves to her as Sherman and Mabel Brown. They were delighted to learn she was new in town and they quickly invited her to the potluck dinner being held in the basement of the building. Trina’s stomach rumbled as she accepted their offer.

She was eating her second plate of spaghetti and meatballs when a young man approached the table where Sherman and Mabel had introduced her to another couple with two children. The man took a seat next to Trina. Dark-haired and soft-spoken, Ethan Gray told her he was the local pediatrician. Like Trina, he’d only arrived in Willow Creek recently. After dessert—Trina had both a cupcake and a brownie—Ethan offered to give her a ride home, but Trina declined. Warm and invigorated again, she wanted to see Wheeler’s Bridge, which was located not too far from Main Street. Trina’s mother had told her that when she went grocery shopping in town as a girl, instead of walking on the roads she always followed the creek behind their house all the way to the bridge. She said the route took her through the thick woods and beautiful Amish farmland, so Trina was eager to journey where her mother had once found beauty.

Following the directions on her phone’s GPS, Trina had been walking for almost half an hour when it began drizzling. Within minutes, she felt the prickle of sleet against her scalp and she dashed to take cover beneath a willow tree in the middle of a field. Since the tree had no foliage yet, it provided little shelter and Trina’s hair became ropy and wet as she consulted her phone to figure out a shortcut home. She concluded if she cut across the field she was standing in and took a short jaunt through a wooded area, she’d wind up on a street that ran parallel to Main Street. Since it was the Sabbath, the Amish shops were closed, but she hoped there would be a convenience store or a coffee shop she could stop in at to dry off and get a hot chocolate.

But she must have gotten confused in the woods because when she finally emerged some forty minutes later, she recognized the fence as being the same one that bordered the east end of the field where she first began. Or was it? There were so many fences and farms in Willow Creek it was difficult to distinguish one from another. And since the trees and hills hadn’t yet begun to show signs of spring, it wasn’t even as if the walk had been especially scenic. Worst of all, by now it was raining so hard it was soaking right through her jacket. Trina had no choice but to use her phone to navigate along the roads instead of taking a shortcut.

By that time, she’d been walking for over an hour, her toes were numb and she wished she’d accepted a ride from Ethan. She was half tempted to flag down a passing car, except that no cars passed her. She had just trudged up a long, steep hill when her phone rang. It had been so long since she’d received a phone call, she jerked when it vibrated in her pocket.

“Hello?” she answered, pushing a string of wet hair from her eyes. Droplets rolled off her eyebrows and she squinted against the rain.

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